Leanna

Everything okay?

Two martinis and a beer later... dental schmental.

I am having the biggest glass of Sangria tonight...

Sarge, very true. Unfortunately, I think smoking is the cause of my teeth problems. I had perfect teeth before I started and now my mouth is a mess. Ross, I think I am going to go to a second dentist and get another opinion. This guy wants tondo two fillings on Sept. 3rd for teeth he thinks might have cavaties.. Shouldnt he know whether or not I have cavaties? What the hell did i pay him $160 for today if he isn't sure? I will respond to everyone once I am home. Having a hard time on my kobo

Sue, I asked if I could set up a payment plan, but they actually said no, so they expect me to pay $1500 for the root canal crown up front... No exceptions. Bastards. Who has that kind of money. Thank God for Steve. I am the emotional one who always thinks the worst. I know he is going to tell me to relax and that we will figure it out.

Fcuk it all. I give up on life.

I am sitting in the mall (dentist office is here) trying not to cry. My dentist appointment finished about an hour ago. My teeth are terrible. Cavaties everywhere... Root canal is probably fractured and needs a crow. This alone is going to cost me about $2000. I have no insurance, so I am screwed. On top of my school books, which will cost about $800. I don't know where the hell I am going to find this money. I don't think the wedding is going to happen, not after I tell Steve how much this is all going to cost. I never get a break. My life is stress all the time. Ugh, so depressed. Sorry, just needed to vent.

Thank you Nancy.

Thanks everyone. Hugs Doreen. I feel very sad for his family, especially his long-time girlfriend. I met her once and she was head over heels for him. I can only imagine how she's feeling. I know I'd be devastated if something happened to my Steve.

Another hell NOPE for today!

Woke up with a fcuking migraine. Fcuking hell.

I love how honest you are Sarah. And Doreen, I love you, lol. You're hilarious. I don't know what to ask. Too busy laughing. :P

Thanks Pippa. It has been an emotional day. Had to write an exam at 6 and could barely concentrate. Good thing I have a good mark in that class.

This is beautiful Beacon. So true. :)

It's definitely a mixture of stuff. Pretty entertaining at times. :)

Thanks guys. I'm interested in finding out what happened. Poor guy. 39 is so young. This is a picture I shared on Facebook. It's from 2008:

Autopsy tomorrow, but no foul play is suspected. Still can't believe it, but from what I've read on his Facebook page from his family, the cause of death is likely suicide. :( http://www.cp24.com/news/missing-ontario-journalist-found-dead-police-1.1968173

How about... http://www.reddit.com/r/foodporn

My virgin eyes! (... yeah right)

They found my friend's body. Truly upsetting. My thoughts are with his family. I am at a loss of words really.

I like DD!

Very helpful! Thank you. Chocolate is my undoing, I swear. Chips and chocolate. Been eating a lot of veggies and hummus lately though and I've cut out soda/pop from my diet.

I am keeping my fingers crossed and am listening to the news.

Any excuse to go shopping makes me happy. ;) I'm at a point where I really dislike the weight I'm at. I put on so much last year from drinking/eating junk. I can't look at myself in the mirror without feeling really discouraged. Steve is very active, so he promised me we'll go for walks together around the block. When we were first dating and walking everywhere, I lost about 50 pounds.

This is so awesome to read. I love hearing success stories. Can I ask you what kinds of food she eats and what she avoids? Sorry, I'm just so inspired by her transformation! 2 lbs a week is not unreasonable and pretty healthy! I think that's the problem with "diets"... people are in a rush to lose all this weight, they change their eating habits. Once they go back to how they ate before, they gain it all back! I hope you two get pregnant soon. If anyone deserves it, you do! I think you'd make amazing parents.