Ach! I had a knee injury, crutches, 6 weeks off of my job.
Returned to my cashiering job and had repetitive injury to my back, with nasty spasms.
Had to restrict my hours, and really hurt my income.
But, I didn't smoke.
Had to have hernia surgery and another 6 weeks off work.
Returned to work and more back spasms because of repetitive action injury.
But I didn't smoke.
Now on medical leave because of repetitive motion injury, and at risk of losing my job if I can't conquer the spasms.
Until now, I didn't crave a cigarette, but today I did.
It was a bit scary. Here I am, a year plus a month, quit, and I wanted a cigarette.
I'd quit drinking anything alcoholic because I'm on a plant-based-diet kick and no added oil or salt, no alcohol or diet cola.
I was walking my dog and saw several cigarettes on the ground. Normally, in recent months, I'd have thought, "yuck, litter bug,"
Today I longed for a cigarette and destressing.
That wasn't going to happen, so I caved and bought 2 cans of beer. Better that than cigarettes.
Cigarettes are a rabbit hole you don't want to go down, my friend, no matter what.
My quit is still intact. I'm so grateful to be quit, and wish anyone who is on the fence, or thinking or lapsing, to stick with it. Quitting and being nicotine-free is so much better.
Quitting is freedom.
Think of what you can do with the money you'll save. For me, it is stock investments.
Do what it takes. It's worth it, my friend.