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some one here told the story of there grandfather dyeing peacefully in his sleep, not like the 3 passengers in his car screaming.!

Carrot Cake Not sure which restaraunt my wife buys it from but it is outstanding

so correct Kris, my dad was not a very loving man, but my grandfather had miles of understanding and love to give to us Grand kids. but with my dad he was off to the wars and didn't return until my father was a ten ager. and so it was with my father, he was all with my kids, loved on them and took them riding with him all that I didn't get. Now I tried to not be my father as I could but there it was, work and other time demands having to be the disciplinary. I honestly believe the purpose of grand parents is to fill that void parents can not these days

I turned around and my Babies had grown up, I turned around again and I was a grand father, one thing I learned was there will always be bills or some kind of work to do it never ceases. During that time I lost some of my children growing up and some of my children becoming portents that time can never be recovered. So spend Today with your loved ones. My Grandson and I will be going out to the Game refuse to spend 5 days out, Target shooting, building our muscle memory and our shooting technique. We will be riding the Range on our trusted Gator, chasing the bad guys out and helping the good. We have such a good time out there together and he gets plenty of me time to hike and explore, do a little hunting and trapping Its been work and more work on the house or at work I have needed this. Just this thought to pass on, life goes by so fast and before you know it that "we'll do it tomorrow" is long gone in the past, Take Time To love those who would love, Play with those who would play, Laugh with those who would laugh and dream with those who would dream. You can make promises for tomorrow but live for today ! Have no Shoulda, woulda coulda at the end of your time.

Ya Baby !!!! I get my new born eyes August 11th Man I am so ready for this, all my retinalopthy is healed and now the lens can be installed. Not Yes But Froken YES !!!!

Well guys time for me to Go. tomorrow morning I get my second round of shots in my eyes and hopefully the 6th I get measured for my new lens. Be back in 3 days

Kris I just hit the forum button and scrowl thru till something catches my eye, click on it and start reading. my favorites are quit smoking discussion and socializing. all kinds of great info, great people and great advice here

. "I just want to scream and cry and beat my head against concrete." OK scream, cry and scream again bury your head in a pillow and while your at it beat the crap out of that pillow. write really strongly worded letter to life about how unhappy you are with the way it has been treating, read it aloud in fact scream it aloud, cry and scream some more. losing and not having those you love hurts and no body can tell you deferent. a lot of have been where you are, we have felt that pain we have screamed and cried and yelled. I lived in my truck in the mountains for a year. It may not seem like it will but it does get better, I know I didn't believe that either, but here I am sleeping in a bed in my warm house, cooking and eating good meals. Hang with us Kris I am sure you could catch some of us yelling at some video game or discussing what to eat tonight if that would help. OOH Ya I would pass on hitting your head on Concrete, that never turns out to well

Great Job Gus, I do know that getting caught off guard with the smell of smoking. Good job on the Job, hope it works well for you. I still get job offers from Indeed, and I keep in touch. Keep your options open '

Now If I had 50 cents in quarters in one hand and 50 cents in penny's in the other which hand would I have the most money ? I remember my son told me he would write me a check for the cost of my truck he wrecked, i asked you have 5000.00 in the bank he replied no the bank will pay you and ill figure out how to pay them back ? I reach into my pocket and pull all my change out dug thru it and gave him 6 penny's, he ask me what they were for and I told him Jesus Christ some one needs to give you some common cents !

You are so Funny girl She would just say I still owe for all the years I did smoke

I was just thinking I just saved myself $16,000.00 dollars, so I know I have earned 1600 dollars as commission. Think the wife will buy it ?

I woke up this morning and took a long good look in the Mirror and ask my reflection How do you like me now, now that i am on my way, you use to call me crazy about not smoking today. I use think I loved you and you where all would think about but now thats all turned around . Smoking you the bitch and nothing to talk about Hpw do you like me NOW

Here I sat all broken hearted tried to shot and only farted, Then one day I took the chance saved a dime but shot my pants. This is one of those mornings , First I felt really good now that is wearing off due to reality I at work. But work is not going bad at all, got two free breakfast burritos , repairs are going good and finally made my mind up on my new Hog Rifle! But my eyes are still jacked up and the rifle is $1600.00 dollars, so my sinkable self says to hold off and what for your eyes and you may get lucky and prices could go down on firearms . My my little Opah is stomping his feet and having a tantrum, he wants it and he wants it now ! my smoking Opah is saying calm down have a smoke relax . and of course My non-smoking Opah wants to slap the little Opah up side the head and tell him to shut up and set down. and is telling my smoking Opah to stick it up his pie hole you don't exist anymore. I need to tell my eye guy to lets get this done, It is really messing with my esteem, the reality of not being able o do my own work having to pay someone to do it for me, and the reality of not being able to hunt as I once could. It will get to the point that I will go out and do something I use to could again and be paying for it for two or three days, which just goes to remind me that i cant do what i once could do Dman now I feel as good as I once was !!!!!

sometimes you just cant help a person that doesn't want to be helped, they just want to whine and bitch. They will whine and cry about what an injustice has befalling them but do nothing to make the situation right. The reason is if it was made right they would not have anything to whine, cry or bitch about about. They may have been righteous at the beginning but it all just turns to nonsense. Yes yes I have one and I am fed up trying to fix his problem, so this i where the serenity prayer come in !

I am the opposite, I get off doing something and when done that reward trigger hits, I can veg out for a day and never even have a whim of a urge. Back to work today coming close to getting my game room completed, I did overcome a life long habit and came to a major realization with this Honey do job. I am not the all go do it all I use to be. For the first time in my life I am paying others to do my stuff,

Well it is my Friday and I am happy. tomorrow My grandson and I are spending the day together, Airsoft rifle shopping in one of the largest stores in the USA ! We have not had time since I started my new shift and days off. Really looking forward to the time together. I should be back fully refreshed with life and vinegar in about 3 days my friends and acquaintances

slow down every now and again, slip into a warm bath with soft music in the back ground. Lie back and let your mind slip out of your body, go to the places that make you happy, make you smile where love flows as warm and full as the water you filled the bath with. Now close your eyes feel the warmth around you and listen to this. Remember the day magnum PI died? I still have a VHS recording

Did you know as far as Blood sugar goes the Snickers candy bar is the best ! And M&Ms is running up right behind, Good thing to cause they are my easy access favorites. Now I don't know if anyone out there remembers the Big hunk, block cow or chicko sticks but I am all over the candy of my childhood. I remember taking a big hunk or block cow and biting down as hard as i could and getting my teeth stuck in them for 20 minutes or so. OK Snickers done moving onto the M&Ms with peanuts and yes yellow is my favorite

Man I just had to let someone go, why wont people take warnings seriously? Now they are without a job and I feel like shit. Going to hit the sweets here in a minute, really want some relief and this nagging desire for a smoke is not going to happen.. Just another part of the job a sucky part but part. TIME to sugar up

Now back then Actors were men ! no wusses allowed ! Even the comedians

And I missed you all, about had a fit when I couldn't/t log in this morning. Had Flash Backs of a long lost forum I use to frequent.

We so far it has been a messed up week end schedule messed up hours messed up sleep messed up, but you know what I am not ! I fill good if not great, I was challenged in several different ways. I jumped up and answered the call, no whining, not Bitching Just a deep breath I was off and running, rounded up my team on what was to be their Holiday Now that Friday was not their Holiday and Saturday was and Sunday we had to come in at 6am not 10am will you get the picture. So all challenges met all challenges over come I fell like a Tigger\