Opah

Now If I had 50 cents in quarters in one hand and 50 cents in penny's in the other which hand would I have the most money ? I remember my son told me he would write me a check for the cost of my truck he wrecked, i asked you have 5000.00 in the bank he replied no the bank will pay you and ill figure out how to pay them back ? I reach into my pocket and pull all my change out dug thru it and gave him 6 penny's, he ask me what they were for and I told him Jesus Christ some one needs to give you some common cents !

You are so Funny girl She would just say I still owe for all the years I did smoke

I was just thinking I just saved myself $16,000.00 dollars, so I know I have earned 1600 dollars as commission. Think the wife will buy it ?

I woke up this morning and took a long good look in the Mirror and ask my reflection How do you like me now, now that i am on my way, you use to call me crazy about not smoking today. I use think I loved you and you where all would think about but now thats all turned around . Smoking you the bitch and nothing to talk about Hpw do you like me NOW

Here I sat all broken hearted tried to shot and only farted, Then one day I took the chance saved a dime but shot my pants. This is one of those mornings , First I felt really good now that is wearing off due to reality I at work. But work is not going bad at all, got two free breakfast burritos , repairs are going good and finally made my mind up on my new Hog Rifle! But my eyes are still jacked up and the rifle is $1600.00 dollars, so my sinkable self says to hold off and what for your eyes and you may get lucky and prices could go down on firearms . My my little Opah is stomping his feet and having a tantrum, he wants it and he wants it now ! my smoking Opah is saying calm down have a smoke relax . and of course My non-smoking Opah wants to slap the little Opah up side the head and tell him to shut up and set down. and is telling my smoking Opah to stick it up his pie hole you don't exist anymore. I need to tell my eye guy to lets get this done, It is really messing with my esteem, the reality of not being able o do my own work having to pay someone to do it for me, and the reality of not being able to hunt as I once could. It will get to the point that I will go out and do something I use to could again and be paying for it for two or three days, which just goes to remind me that i cant do what i once could do Dman now I feel as good as I once was !!!!!

sometimes you just cant help a person that doesn't want to be helped, they just want to whine and bitch. They will whine and cry about what an injustice has befalling them but do nothing to make the situation right. The reason is if it was made right they would not have anything to whine, cry or bitch about about. They may have been righteous at the beginning but it all just turns to nonsense. Yes yes I have one and I am fed up trying to fix his problem, so this i where the serenity prayer come in !

I am the opposite, I get off doing something and when done that reward trigger hits, I can veg out for a day and never even have a whim of a urge. Back to work today coming close to getting my game room completed, I did overcome a life long habit and came to a major realization with this Honey do job. I am not the all go do it all I use to be. For the first time in my life I am paying others to do my stuff,

Well it is my Friday and I am happy. tomorrow My grandson and I are spending the day together, Airsoft rifle shopping in one of the largest stores in the USA ! We have not had time since I started my new shift and days off. Really looking forward to the time together. I should be back fully refreshed with life and vinegar in about 3 days my friends and acquaintances

slow down every now and again, slip into a warm bath with soft music in the back ground. Lie back and let your mind slip out of your body, go to the places that make you happy, make you smile where love flows as warm and full as the water you filled the bath with. Now close your eyes feel the warmth around you and listen to this. Remember the day magnum PI died? I still have a VHS recording

Did you know as far as Blood sugar goes the Snickers candy bar is the best ! And M&Ms is running up right behind, Good thing to cause they are my easy access favorites. Now I don't know if anyone out there remembers the Big hunk, block cow or chicko sticks but I am all over the candy of my childhood. I remember taking a big hunk or block cow and biting down as hard as i could and getting my teeth stuck in them for 20 minutes or so. OK Snickers done moving onto the M&Ms with peanuts and yes yellow is my favorite

Man I just had to let someone go, why wont people take warnings seriously? Now they are without a job and I feel like shit. Going to hit the sweets here in a minute, really want some relief and this nagging desire for a smoke is not going to happen.. Just another part of the job a sucky part but part. TIME to sugar up

Now back then Actors were men ! no wusses allowed ! Even the comedians

And I missed you all, about had a fit when I couldn't/t log in this morning. Had Flash Backs of a long lost forum I use to frequent.

We so far it has been a messed up week end schedule messed up hours messed up sleep messed up, but you know what I am not ! I fill good if not great, I was challenged in several different ways. I jumped up and answered the call, no whining, not Bitching Just a deep breath I was off and running, rounded up my team on what was to be their Holiday Now that Friday was not their Holiday and Saturday was and Sunday we had to come in at 6am not 10am will you get the picture. So all challenges met all challenges over come I fell like a Tigger\

Stress will jack me up every time, just one of those things with me. With the wife I can just walk away, but this ? the closer it got the more real the 64,000 dollars was getting. It took over two years to finally resolve

Good afternoon, here at work got a call to fill in for someone so it looks like a 12 hour shift tonight. I was really off for a couple of days, felt like crap, think it was something that didn't agreed with me. I had 4 / 5 movements a day for two days finally ran out of stuff to move. at least I will be off tomorrow. Good news I won someone suing me for 64,000.00 dollars after two years of court and mediations it is over. still cost me 3000 dollars for legal advice. ooh well its done YES !

now its time to say good bye to all my friends and acquaintances see you in four days

Figure every day you wake up is a blessing Figure every day you make it home to sleep is a blessing Figure the older you get the bigger the blessing is

Man I don't feel so hot, brain fog, eye fog, sweets, legs getting sore and feel like tension on the base of my skull. That was scary for an hour or so, think it was my sugar, very high protein diet today. Got some fruit into me am starting to feel better

Agreed the loss of loved ones hurts deeply and long.

Time for me to go my friends and acquaintances, Thank you for another day of support. Linda wake up every morning, breath in and out and soon you will not have to remind yourself to Wake up and breath in and out. Prayers and strength heading your way. Take care you all

Knowing and waiting is far worse, My first wife died in the hospital after months of getting better getting worse, it was heart breaking over and over again. I can say for sure you are never ready for that first night alone knowing she will never be be side you again. You will cry, you will morn, it is hard and it will get better as time passes. I love tom Hanks in sleepless in Seattle Sorry about the subtitles I guess the loss of someone you love hurts in all languages

These Cats smoked just a little bit too long !