Hello Dragon's Fancy,
I lived in your county and was on the volunteer fire department....well, EVERYBODY was during the red alert days/weeks/months.
The dry hot wind at this time of year makes everyone uptight, animals included.
Also, by this time you are really wanting the rainy season to begin...it's November ffs.
Please don't use this as an excuse to smoke.
There is no reasonable excuse to smoke.
There is NO REASON TO SMOKE.
You quit smoking !
and you have a precious beautiful quit to protect and honor.
I love Jillar's Air Cigarette
and the hoity toit-ier the better.
Someone here mentioned they used an ink pen and was rewarded with a mouthful of ink so, keep that in mind.
Inky lips aren't so hoity toity....lol.
Have you written out your Pre-RespondTo Your SOS ?
Now would be an excellent time to remind yourself why you quit
and re-ignite the passion you have about quitting.
The terrifying memories you have about the fires would make anyone freak out.
It will take a whole lot of time and many more fire seasons for the memories to not trigger an emotional response.
Please be kind to yourself, nurture yourself, reward yourself.
Especially after an SOS.
You deserve your smoke free life !