You have found a great community of Smoke Free/Nicotine Free people.
Throwing away a five year quit is serious.
Your quit must be independent from everything, it must stand apart, as Cristóbal points out in this thread,
You--->Your Quit--->Your Life
and depending on an internet site has it's dangers as Joel Spitzer addresses,
The Danger of Using Internet Quit Sites As A Crutch To Quit Smoking
We are here to support, advise and point you to resources if we can (also, to have a bit of fun along the way)
your quit should not be dependent on us.
Your quit needs to be all about YOU, all the way,
You and your commitment to NOPE (Not One Puff Ever)
Here is another thread you may find helpful
10 Ways To Effectively Use This Forum To Help Yourself Quit Smoking
Congratulations on quitting smoking today, Steph.
You can build yourself a sound and sturdy quit.