WTF

[jess]

Funny that you say that because the opposite is happening..you've been through so much ..what's a few puffs with old friends....I'm fighting it...

[Markus]

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[Evelyn]

Jess, this is a new trigger... others smoke and 'aren't allowed' that's how it feels right?
Well let me tell you the truth: AGAIN!!!

 

They need to smoke or get in withdraw, they are addicted... do you want to go back to that?

You have a choice here!!!! Choose to be free! and STOP romancing those cigs

[jess]

Faced the demon and won! I'm a non smoker..I don't smoke! Very happy to get through this weekend on the boat. It feels wonderful!

[Runfree]

OMG, I am so so relieved and thrilled to read this Jess.  I've not been around here long, but out of everyone on the QT, your quit seems to be the most hard fought and I was so hoping you would be able to hang on to it.  Really really happy for you AND for your kids.  WTG :)

[Doreensfree]

Well done jess....you are indeed a wonderful non smoker...I'm proud of you xx

[jess]

OMG, I am so so relieved and thrilled to read this Jess.  I've not been around here long, but out of everyone on the QT, your quit seems to be the most hard fought and I was so hoping you would be able to hang on to it.  Really really happy for you AND for your kids.  WTG :)

Thank you so much! Yes I've had a few bumps on the quit but who hasn't right? We are all a bit stronger than we think...

[Evelyn]

Well done girl!

[Still winning]

I never doubted you. Honestly!!  I always believed in you, your strength and your quit. 

 

However, in my english way " 'av a word love" , no more doubts ey!! You have this nailed, now give the triggers some fight.

 

x

[El Bandito]

Thank you so much! Yes I've had a few bumps on the quit but who hasn't right? We are all a bit stronger than we think...

Never doubted you for a second.

 

Nice work ;)

[Markus]

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[queen greenlover]

Don't give up, sometimes we would rather see are addiction as just a gross habit-like biting your nails.......it sounds like you're still dealing with seeing your addiction for what it is-AN ADDICTION. Once you embrace that concept it will set you free.

[Markus]

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[jess]

Hi Markus..yes 9 months today, thanks for remembering. I haven't been on QT too much lately, health issues and some R&R have kept me busy.

Life as a non smoker has been incredible. I feel pretty confident saying " I did it!I got this!I am free from the smoke ring and LOVE it!

[Markus]

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[jess]

WTF is wrong with me...I feel like everyone at my point of quit has it sealed....I'm so close to losing it..ready to give up friends..I'm ashamed

[Pippa]

Jess- hang in there .... I know I still had wobbles at 9 months so there is definitely nothing wrong with you !! Just keep chanting nope and this will pass and remember we are here for support ! Xx

[jess]

Losing..not winning...done posting..I should have this by now..wasting precious QT family time..this is not what qt/ MQ needs at this time...

[Pippa]

Jess - please keep posting .... Do you want to go to chat ??

[jess]

Thanks pippa...but I should have this by now. I am ashamed of my struggle. Life goes on, we are not all train riders. I will try to keep the quit but not by constantly asking for help. Xx all

[Pippa]

But if you ask for help it makes me feel needed ! Seriously though - distraction is one of the best tools in your quit arsenal - so if you keep posting I can provide the distraction :-)

[jess]

In chat

[Pippa]

Howdy - still here if you need it ??

[Ramona]

Yeah, that's what this whole forum is FOR!!!!!!

To ask for help over and over and over and over again.

[MarylandQuitter]

I relapsed after 9 months. Expect it to be rough at times. Time quit is not a measuring stick nor are other people. We're all different.

 

You are wasting nobody's time, least of all mine. This is where you need to be. Period.