Evelyn

Sorry I'm late to the party but happy birthday

17 tictac days left for DD to celebrate and toast on her QUIT

Count me in DD!

Well very proud but I slipped up with my OCD and thought I had to change my patch, WHEN I gave in I spilled 6 before it was right. Let's say a bad hangover from yesterday; to explain, there's only one up. Guess what I felt VERY emotional after hyperventilating in church and not able to carry out my duty as a coffee caretaker. I feel like I've failed in 2 ways but I call this a slip up in my healing of OCD. It went well for a week so I pick up the pieces and put 1 up tomorrow and face my fears, again (when you give in to your fear you say it's like you're right in your mind about the patch not being right.) Let's go to o POSITIVE things; had an amazing church ceremony for teens, watch me swing!

Thanks!

Amazing!

Wonderfull done!

Let's make our pets happy and NOPE so they won't smell the stinky smell of smokes. My guinea pigs enjoy their healthy air. NOPE for me

I'm glad I didn't struggle on my own. I know I'm holding the record of posting sos but I rather post then loose my quit. I'm very happy and touched by the wonderful support I received those times but especially TODAY. You people are awesome

Very proud of you... With alcohol it's tricky well done

Thanks evveryone.

I did post an SOS, multiple times and I'm ashamed about how often I need you all; but today was a close call and I'm glad I DID post an SOS

Got through, very personal I explained in chat. Rather not get into in but I'm in VICTORY. Thanks too ALL of you.

Thank you AVA

There now!

Sniffing my nose, You're all right, I'd just want to make myself feel in the here and now again. It's a mentak mindfuck

Sorry. Sorry I'm a mess and that I need you friends sooo bad right now. Sorry I can't reach anyone on phone that I need you guys to show up for me..

i DO NOTE WANT TO SMOKE. N.O.P.E. I just don't want to hurt like this anymor

It hurts so bad %^&*(#$ and I wish someone would just hold me, my mom. SOMEONE. Jesus hold me and protect me in my pain. I've shouten out to You so many times this afternoon

I want one so BAD. This is the first time, the FIRST time I'm THIS close to givg bloody in.

Going to get some tea

NO I won't NOPE

I'm holding on. NEED too

*crying*

I try. A cigarette sounds a really nice escape, accept when this is over I will want to stop again.