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@jillar that must seem like such a waste, arghhh!
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Wow, congrats on your first month ICH! I brought you a nice sunset. Its a promiss for better, less snowy days! Im sorry about your rib. When will you contact a doctor? Please take care of yourself. To me, the healthcare system you describe seems unimaginable.. I sincerely hope your lung is fine. You are DONE with your first month, yihaa!!
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Tammy, so glad that youre here! Ofccourse no need to apologize ... But great to have you back! Maybe once in a while drop the occasional NOPE ... you often happenend to pledge right before me, especially early in my quit that meant a great deal! How are you doing quit wise, nearing 8 months now right?
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Horror and more horror. Great way to start a monday morning, ahum. Counting down to 7 months. Only 11 days to go. "We would have many more lung cancers than we do if smokers could live long enough to get them. When many people with fatal heart attacks or strokes are autopsied, there are often precancerous lesions found that indicate that if these people had a few more years to live they would have eventually succumbed to these smoking induced diseases." "Each day thousands upon thousands of children become lifetime slaves to nicotine and their youthful error in judgment will cost at least one-third of them their life. Yes, there are habits associated with nicotine addiction but they result from our addiction forcing each of us to select regular feeding times."
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Happy birthday @catlover!!
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Hi @Tammy, haven't seen you for a while now, you ok?
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Searching for an appropriate funny text to go with the photo (a Rose quartz), I ended up in the irtual world of energytic, crystalchakra toys. Right. Just what I need, some good old fashion chakra gazm!
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Yay for change!
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I have good confidence that I will reach the one year mark. Its the straightforward confidence of NOPE. But. That doesnt mean I am free of the thoughts, the many addict voices, the rotten days, the 'will this ever end-s'. Still there, though not at all what it was. I am sure that maintaining my quit through some dramatic life events like the death of a loved one and breakup doubled confidence. I long for happier days and I know that by the time they arive, the excess of addiction has made room for a more grounded me. Yes, I am confident about quitting and it means the world to me to be able to say that!
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Nope! "A person does not grow from the ground like a vine or a tree, one is not part of a plot of land. Mankind has legs so it can wander." - Roman Payne, The Wanderess
I know but im impatient! It seems so stupid to be hatin' it and yet still so strangely obsessed! But, heck... I can do this once more... on friggin day 198... Cleaner lungs less risk for cancer less depression no smokey smellin' noooo smokey shame better health overall and. All. The. Other. Benefits. One. Can. Possibly. Imagine. Goodbye sleep tight, adios.I am in a vacuüm! No mans land the 2nd! Smoking stinks and repels me and yet i think about it 59 times a day! And i have nothing sensible to say about it. And I miss @c9jane29 as hell. Is it tomorrow allready?
@jillar nooo! And @husband, nooo! One question though, whats your secret with the smell, after 12 years?Only seeing this now, sorry. Hope writing it down here and reading answers helped. How are you doing?Nope on this 6th of march"Medieval manuscripts were the imageboards of their day, full of murderous illustrations, however for some strange reason many people look as if they were bored with life anyway and their killer did them a service. Scroll down to see the funniest examples of medieval art where people are getting stabbed but just don’t give a damn." https://www.sadanduseless.com/just-dont-care/?fbclid=IwAR0nXxCPkPJL6xHU-9tqziWfmtzsXNYjjKPN7y3TrD_Kl7rd56qaYuIZZqw'...The memory of her last few months haunts me. She was in so much pain and couldn't breathe. Watching your loved one go through something like this is heartbreaking and if this email stops just one person from taking a puff, then I feel that it's worth it.' https://whyquit.com/whyquit/Memorial.html Not only would you die early, chances are you'd put your loved ones up with awfull memories. Ten times worse than just dying if you ask me. These stories are actually real.Memories...! Building lots and lots of mysterious lego constructions, reading under the blankets with a flashlight, four years of ice skating(for which I lacked total talent), more reading, also catching tadpoles and watch them grow. I once went cleaning the bowl they were in and dropped it. We found dried mini frogs all year. I spent so much time with my younger sister, we did everything together. From annoying our parents to comforting eachother when they were having another one of their awfull fights. I stole my first cigaret when I was 13, didnt have a clue how to light it. I almost choked and swore I would never start doing that, even pledged it in my diary. I recall writing something about vomiting and death, happy cheerfull kid that I was. One year later I was occasionaly having smokes with some of the badass neighbour kids and at 15 I spent my paper route money on Luckies. Which became John Player Special, Chesterfield, Gauloises, roll your owns Drum and later on Javaanse jongens 3/4.
