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@TobacNO, the insomnia is totally normal right now unfortunately. And I love trippy dreams, had two last night lol, so just enjoy them while they last ? I had some of the best dreams ever a few years back when I tried quitting with Chantix. It was almost worth using again this quit just for the dreams lol Nine days is awesome so give yourself a pat on the back because you're doing great

Parsley, does it say who the message is from? I don't think anyone can send an anonymous message.

Well said jo, @Linda Thomas, what you're feeling isn't different from what I felt almost my whole first year. The way I got through it was by posting. Members assured me what I was feeling was normal and nothing to feel ashamed of. Heck I started smoking at 17 and continued for 35 years! That length of time isn't going to 've erased by only a few months so please give yourself a break. We love when members post. It not only helps you but any lurkers reading behind the scenes and shows everyone that yes you may be struggling but you refuse to give up all that hard earned time. I think it was @Lust4Life that made a thread not long ago about having thoughts well past a year. I agreed wholeheartedly with her. It's going to happen so posting about it helps everyone know what could happen down the road.

No lol

Our favorite kangaroo! I hope your birthday is as special as you are Jo Have a great day and spoil yourself a little ?

Well my cousin went to England and he said it was super clean there. No gum on sidewalks, no graffiti on walls so I thought that would be a good one to try to find for Nicky and Doreen

^^^I use that hack all the time, works great ^^^

Great post Jane and spot on! We are all in this fight together and need each other to conquer (at least) the first full year. Be it advice, lending an ear, saying silly things to get a smile or even tough love. The list goes on and on at how we can help each other. Newbies, you are not alone. We have people from all over the world here and chances are someone will be here within an hour of your posting. And sometimes way sooner So since this is a party, let's party!

I think Doreen saw giraffe too @notsmokinjo lol

This aint no porn show, so no lol

Time for a party! Lust requested a rock in dj And plenty of alcohol, first drinks on me

Congratulations on your second year smoke free Lust I'm so glad that we've shared this journey as fellow butt kickers, class of 2016! Your support for everyone has been so appreciated so thank you. Now drinks are in the bar and here's a little sneak peak at the dj I've hired for your party Have a great day!

Scuba Diving! They ain't walking around in my world so I have no business swimming around in theirs. So to this I say FUCKET!!!

This is the FUCKET List! Things we could care less if we ever do in this life. First for me: Skydive. No reason to be relying on a damn parachute to get me safely back to Earth!!!! So Fucket!

I haven't heard much about quitters having excessive sleepiness, usually it's the total opposite. If this is just quit related, I would give it a couple of weeks more to see if it goes away before trying that drug. From googling it it says you can have serious interactions if you drink alcohol. So for me, my Coors Light comes first lol

I'm sending help too

Some of you may already know of me from my confession. I am now on level 446. I have managed to keep it to around one hour a day but that's only because of my kindle running out of battery life. I knew I may have a problem with this game. That's why I waited a good week before even opening the app once I had downloaded it. Cookie Jam is not my first addiction. First it was WSOP, then Candy Crush. I went so far as to signup with facebook after Candy Jam support told me I needed to in order to get my boosters. This erased my hard work, by that time I was in the 600 level range, and I deleted it. WSOP was freezing up so I deleted that too. Unfortunately at this time I have no desire to give up this addiction. Winter months are coming and this will be all I have. Maybe come next year I can let it go, but not now...…………….

It looks like Loreena Bobbit got ahold of it!!!!

Woohoo givein, you're almost on the lido deck now! Congratulations on 11 months

Yay Parsley, congratulations on being done with the hardest month of them all! You have done great and I'm glad you're doing something special to reward yourself for your hard work

My name is Jill(ar) and I am a Cookie Jam addict. It started innocently enough, SOMEONE who I won't name suggested it as a relaxing game to kill time. That was about 39 days ago. Since that time I've played everyday and am now on level 438. All my boosters have been used now so I rely on the daily free spin to give me one. That too is quickly used. I try to rationalize my addiction by only playing about an hour a day. Oh who am I kidding, I only play an hour a day because it uses up my kindle battery charge. My fear is that I will run out of levels and then what will I do, download Cookie Jam Blast?

Still in my livingroom