You are my Bassman @jillar, the very first one to reach out and acknowledge my existence and quit. @beazel was hot on your heels at number 2. You reached out to me via pm in the early days when I had gone quite and that pm asking if had a good christmas and if I was ok as i'd been awol... that pm came in as I sat there twirling a smoke in one hand and spinning a lighter on my desk with the other... it was a really dark time for me and then this light shone into the cracks and and all it took was an oh we missed you, did you have a good holidays, how are you going and I crushed that smoke and replied. You never new that until now... but that is how important you are to the newbies coming behind you... When I grow up I wanna be you... I want to give back the way you do... I wanna pay forward the kindness, and care, and support just the way you have. Thanks for making this journey so much easier for me than it could have been. At a time where everything was falling apart around me (nothing has really changed.. hahaha) ... you made me laugh, you cared about a complete stranger on the other side of the world, and you were my buffer form some of the negative aspects that were going on at the same time.
@beazel your not getting off that easy either you kept my craves at bay with the games... I don't think you realise how big that was to not just me... knowing someone would push the games along, give you something to focus on besides wanting a smoke. I was bloody blessed goggle sent me to the over there and you and Jill had decided to quit before me... truely blessed.