I am a positive person by nature and v. positive about the fact that I quit and amassed power because I did quit.
Was it bliss ? of course not !
Was it a slog ? of course it often was.
I ranted, FREE YOUR HEAD, over and over for the first year.
When I started to actively replace smokey thoughts (thoughts having anything to do with smoking or not smoking)
by turning my eyes or ears to experience Beauty, this was when things turned around and the thoughts abated.
It was mind over matter.
Smokey thought ? I would find something of Beauty to look at.
That light on that leaf, the color of the sky, the shadow making a pretty shape.
Or, something of Beauty to listen to.
A favorite piece of music to immerse myself in with headphones or decibels entertaining the neighbors.
You must actively change your thought patterns and reclaim yourself completely from addiction.
Do not loose hope or focus.
You want to know how many smokey thoughts I have now ?
NONE.
But, if I am stressed or disconcerted you know what I do ?
I breathe deep and find something beautiful to look at and my, how the endorphins rush in.
When you think you should be over this by now,
have a look at Cristóbal's Quit Days %