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and all hidden fear and pain is unlocked and dissipates into thin air, powerless forever. I put in a precisely folded message written with quill dipped in black ink.

-12 good morning darling nic free critters :)

H A P P Y ~ B I R T H D A Y COLLEEN

C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S ON N I N E M O N T H S OF F R E E D O M !!

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N O P E :)

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your people will forgive you and be really proud of you for kicking nicotine to the curb. don't worry about eating. you can deal with all that later. wow, it is kind of like a birth and I feel like one of your midwives. :) Hold tight to your resolve. You are a Free Woman and you will be fine. It gets better minute by minute, day by day, hour by hour. Breathe in all that Pure Oxygen.

-10 good hot bath ! and sweet dreams.

-8 So glad ! adult beverage ? or soothing tea ?

-6 it would be good of him to show, finish and LEAVE :) Doll ! are you home ?

Well, I am not surprised. I do not fit the profile of an Egg. I was not a 'bad girl in hiding', I was unabashedly on Front Street but never a mean or brutal girl ever. I was not 'the girl next door', I was the chick sneaking out and hitchhiking to the ghetto to see Rhythm & Blues Bands. Curfew ? huh ? Cutting class to go score drugs and get some free love downtown not cutting class to play games with a high school boy. You probably never even 'saw' me. Polka Dotted Leather on Sunday morning at the doughnut shop just because it was taboo...or because I hadn't been home to change my clothes. So, Not an Egg. Perhaps, an honorary Egg once in a while ( I couldn't commit to more). Nancy, The Golden Egg, will stand up for me. She is my Ally. :)

I know you were thinking this time of day might be challenging for you so I thought to just say hello and CONGRATULATIONS !!!! GERI ! YOU ARE Nicotine FREE FREE FREE FREE !

-3 who thinks my contractor will show up tomorrow ?

and after your rest, your trip goes smoothly and simply and all those stupid m o ther Fu ck ers get out the way ! I enter a nice adult beverage when you get home

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Jodi, Once I realized I was in control and not nicotine, I just couldn't bear to torture myself anymore. I had to switch it up ! You can get there and you will, I have no doubt.

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Jodi, Congratulations on your quit and also thank you for being here on the QTrain. Your experiences are invaluable. At a certain point, I had to put my foot down and make myself STOP thinking about smoking/not smoking. I was torturing myself. I had to take myself in hand and say, "ENOUGH ! This is not that big a deal ! Time to Suck it up, Buttercup" You have the same power to take control and stop the mental torture.

chicks are -2 :D

and I read moody teenager The Riot Act and refuse to feed or clothe. :P I insert an isolation booth bed thing where you are floating in bouyant saline with no outside noise or light

BIG O for me ! hello officer darling.

I am SO delighted ! and relieved too. Your hard work is paying off, Evelyn ! This is great news. Evelyn Posted Today, 09:54 AM Had a succesfull processing-memory, therapy session. All clear. SMOKE FREE

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