March 13, 201511 yr F ucking breast cancer. another girlfriend hit. found out yesterday. ALL this g od damned money we've been throwing at research for YEARS and they still can't find a f ucking reason????? Is it really as simple as living in a world of plastics and Monsanto lies as our Drs want us to believe? Feeling so helpless and angry right now. Never give up hope! We will cure this f ucking thing, in the meantime...medicine is moving forwards, couple of fellow quitters have experience of beating this shit!! xx
March 14, 201511 yr Day 4 ... Still sucks but I have heard that it starts to get better from this point on. Like your stomach is at the acceptance stage of grief or some shit... Just to stay on topic, and because this still sucks.... F UCK!
March 15, 201511 yr Day f uckin' five... 9 more to go technically but the final 14 won't be as bad as this sh*t.
March 16, 201511 yr Author I don't know how much longer I can sit on my ******* hands before I let rip!
March 18, 201511 yr F uckkkkk I am tired I have had one long ass week.....I have worked from last sunday night until now basically was on call this weekend worked saturday and had to hang around the hospital on sunday....today if anything could go wrong it did very frustrating then at the end of what was supposed to be my day they did not have anyone to get me out so I had to stay until someone was able to or call staff was called in at 1800 ugh FU CK I am tired.....
March 18, 201511 yr Well, I've decided to pack it in and leave this beautiful place I've called home for the past 25 years. Two more companies laid-off 50+ employees today....it's been going on for months. I've been unemployed for 6 months and see little hope on the horizon. On one hand, it makes me very very sad, but on the other hand I've been mulling it over it for a couple of years...maybe do it at my 25 year anniversary which is in June. Still....it's f ucking hard. <sigh> i need to get this done before the money runs out. Sucks. Really does.
March 18, 201511 yr Well, I've decided to pack it in and leave this beautiful place I've called home for the past 25 years. Two more companies laid-off 50+ employees today....it's been going on for months. I've been unemployed for 6 months and see little hope on the horizon. On one hand, it makes me very very sad, but on the other hand I've been mulling it over it for a couple of years...maybe do it at my 25 year anniversary which is in June. Still....it's f ucking hard. <sigh> i need to get this done before the money runs out. Sucks. Really does. I know how you feel. I had the same feelings when my job closed that I worked for 17 years back in 2007. I had to move to restart at another job. It F'n sucks but you just have to get on with it. Stay positive and keep moving forward.
March 18, 201511 yr I know how you feel. I had the same feelings when my job closed that I worked for 17 years back in 2007. I had to move to restart at another job. It F'n sucks but you just have to get on with it. Stay positive and keep moving forward. Thank you for the understanding Bat. I've been at the Start Over phase twice before...once in response to a death, once from a divorce. It helps to be completely open to possibilities. I know there are great things ahead. And it's also a shit load of effort to get there.
March 20, 201511 yr Is it just me? .... When I'm at the gym on the treadmill, I hate when the person next to me: 1. Has an hour long loud conversation on their phone. 2. Has dumped a whole bottle of perfume or cologne on themselves. 3. Has burned one right before they walked into the gym. These people are, F'n up my Ch'i !!!!!
March 22, 201511 yr Seriously, I am done with Amazon. Really F-ing pissed. Okay now I feel much much better :)
March 22, 201511 yr Seriously, I am done with Amazon. Really F-ing pissed. Okay now I feel much much better :) Did you get your money back?
March 22, 201511 yr Did you get your money back? What he meant to say is....Did those f'ers give you your money back?
March 22, 201511 yr Did you get your money back? What he meant to sayT is....Did those f'ers give you your money back? No, those jackas**es didn't return my f'ing money. I have 2 emails from them stating they would. I've had enough, will just turn it over to the bank and file a dispute. This bank is not local, but I really like them and they are always on top of things as far as fraud protection is concerned. I really don't want to ever shop with Amazon again, but it's kinda hard not to.
March 23, 201511 yr I'm with ya there chrispy....can't keep my f u c k i n g eyes the f u c k open! I need to get to bed earlier
March 23, 201511 yr Wow....you still have snow....no way.....I have cut the lawn 3 times already....wow.....I mean fcuk..
March 23, 201511 yr Wow....you still have snow....no way.....I have cut the lawn 3 times already....wow.....I mean fcuk.. Yeap... we had 60 degrees here last week and now snow. PS. F uck.
March 24, 201511 yr Now both of my friends have gone back to smoking, its going to make things so hard Fcuk it Shit Shit Shit Poo
March 24, 201511 yr Yeap... we had 60 degrees here last week and now snow. PS. F uck. Same here. F uck this. And while I'm at it, F UCK YOU to all the Self Absorbed people!
March 24, 201511 yr **** to all the social smokers who keep the fairytale alive that you can smoke without being getting addictied. **** OFF!
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