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Day 28.  My wife leaves today and will be gone till Friday.  My keys will be hidden the entire time.  Of course, my junkie mind is working double time. 
Only a 20min ride to gas station.  

It would feel so good.

Just this once, or maybe just once a month, or only when wife is away on trip.

No one would know.

It would just be a hiccup, temporary set back, or minor relapse.

It wouldn't be a failure cause I would learn something.

If you only smoke a few, you could just keep counting up, no need to start at 0 day again.

If you smoked, you would be so mad you would never want to smoke again.

Blah, blah, blah.
It never reminds me how depressed I am when I give in and break my quit.

Or how the soonest I have ever had the strength to try another quit has been 6 months and all the other times has been over a year.

Or how smoking "just this once" will mean at least 7000 more cigarettes and $5000 wasted.

 

Must remember. 1=ALL.  I either smoke none, or I smoke 1 pack/day.  The word "just" never applies to an addiction.
OK, I'm ready to face the day.

 

 

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1 hour ago, AceWhite said:

Super hero power coming your way....

 

 

Only from Ace. lol

 

I am under an incredible amount of stress.  I have to prepare my own meals for 4 days which hardly seems reasonable. Fortunately, I bought and 8 piece Kroger chicken meal, and my wife made 6 hard boiled eggs and precooked 5 lbs of bacon, + backed chicken for my lunch wraps, so I probably won't starve.  I will have to do all the dishes myself. lol

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2 hours ago, JustinHoot99 said:

 Tomorrow I enter no mans land.

Not necessarily Justin, some people never go through No Man's Land and you may be one of them so think positive :) Also it usually comes around the three month mark but again everyone is different :) 

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