Sazerac

16 yay D ! @Doreensfree you want to pull a rabbit out of the hat ?

no. 18

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I remember inhaling and feeling that first endorphin hit, a feeling of happy, satisfying relief ! (sounds like an old cigarette ad, lol) Now, I get that bump with oxygen. Oxygen and a short break to notice something of beauty. Deep breaths are handy. I certainly remember the headfuck and still, snippets of its oppression pop up every blue moon. Nicotine addiction appropriated a lot of real estate in the brain, happily reclaimable. It's a service, really, to remind me of NOPE.

17 Once upon a time, I thought I was free of this game.

17 waiting a l o n g time for this big O and then it will be over so quickly. sigh.

salad Seeing another lunatic as divine adult

Another numpty employee

NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE

I had snipes stashed everywhere and was too parsimonious to waste dog ends if they were big enough to light again. I would snip off the burnt end and blow to get the old smoke out...this kept them 'fresher tasting' ? gah. Mostly everything was smoked down to the nub. My poor delicate lungs...what a daily catastrophe for them, for me. I am astoundingly proud of myself for putting down this addiction. I am incredibly proud of all of you, also.

17 morning mighty stick G. where's DespairNot ? He likes the spanking part also, methinks...and Porcini

NOPE. That is all.

Oh dear Richard, I am so sorry for the devastating loss of your beloved. This is so sad. I, too, hope this serves as a catalyst to help people quit smoking. The addiction not only hurts ourselves but, all living creatures around us in so many ways. Please be kind to yourself and let others show their kindness also. Thank you for this brutal wake up call. Love, s

17 hello darling smoke free creatures I see I'm right on time for my first thrashing of the day

12 I'll see you and your cohorts tomorrow. I expect an early morning spanking considering how high the numbers are. Is it too much to ask for a big O ?

getting over one damn sexpot lakes

12 accidentally on purpose....I know how you sticks stick together.

12 you left the door open again

12 It's easy.

11 Been mixing drinks since making measurements for parent's Manhattans with a child's fingers. Also been a bartender a few times through the years but, not in the league of some of the mixologists these days. You ?

11 I popped open a White Claw 'Hard' Seltzer that a guest left, Ruby Grapefruit. not sweet v. refreshing ! 5 percent. Wouldn't buy it but, it's good. Need a few dollops of Boodles or something. lol..

Anyone fancy this enormous ring ? rings

11 I friggin LOVE Bush. Never had the honey variety. White (preferred) or Black Bush on the rocks.

clean clear water for me and you ? but, now that you mention it....a sip of something would be nice 11

11 highly likely