mtbjay

nope!

NOPE.

because of the cravings and stress at home. Simply put, because i found an excuse too.

Thanks everyone! Thanks! And yes, Mountain bike jay. Kinda hard to go spin cranks with lungs full of death. Ugh... Thanks Sandy! You're right, sometimes you think your giving up a friend. A ridiculous thought.

Hello everyone! Today is quit day 1, again..... I don't know what makes me more upset, the fact that I let my last quit go, or the fact that now I have to do this again.... Anyway, Im back on, feet planted firm and ready to enjoy oxygen again. How's everyone else been doing?

Nope for today.

Nice! Settle in for the ride, stay close to the board. Welcome back to freedom.

That's fantastic!!! Nicely done!

Welcome! Glad to have you here!

Here!

Sorry, im late to this post. But can I ask, how many of those cigs did you smoke a day before you quit? Remember how easy it was to breath, and how easy it was to catch your breath before you relapsed? Remember when you relapsed? Remember when you had little money left, and had to choose between your drug, and food? Remember that day you went to the doctor, because you weren't feeling quite so well? Remember looking at the test results, thinking to yourself,"If I had known I would get lung cancer, i would have never relapsed!!!"? Remember the months that followed? All the pain and suffering you had to endure, knowing you would be dead in six months anyway? Remember taking the final trip back to that same hospital, only to be laid out on a bed and left for dead? Remember the machines that you drew life from? Remember your family and friends watching you rot away into nothing, as cancer tore through your body in a matter of weeks? Remember when they had to watch you be put in the ground? Remember that? This is you one day. Don't ever smoke another cigarette. Understand?

Happy Birthday! Also, I got a little NOPE for ya, right here. B)

A little late, but NOPE!

Thanks everyone! Devildoll let me know this was going on. I had a wild day, I ended up having to go to ER for a strange allergic reaction, never had anything like that before. Hence my absence from the site today. I made it! The last two days have been rough as far as cravings go, but I'm doing ok. Thanks so much everyone!

NOPE!