Hello
Stopping smoking doesnt change anything
Was there anything to change?
Yes.
Stopping smoking.
What this means is
If i think of allen carr's reputed feeling of being happy and stopping smoking for sure without any symptons of abstinence, i think I know how that feeling is in the case of applicati9n to me.
Nothing really is different, its just the same. Hm i dont know how to say it. Just a vague feeling that im indiferent to life and i prefer not to smoke.
I feel i stopped smoking. The mind tries to come up with reasons why i stopped smoking today, I notice that. May be true, may not, maybe i dont care.
Odd but not odd at all.
Something sunk in.
It makes sense without making sense as I understand or try to understand. It maoes sense to help my reality as. A . MAN.
I admire allen carr because i guess first i like ti admire people from affar, lol hm, but i guess his choice is what i admire. He stopped smoking and helped a lot of people stop. That is gut ful. I never wanted to help others stop smoking, just wanted myself to stop.
So I asked for help and i found help. It has been near or far from me all these years.
Im not supposed to feel any diferent now that i dont smoke!!!
One thing that helped i guess can be the dismantle of the ideia of 'enlightnement'.
You know those gurus from the east feel it because they never knew about smoking ? So they had to indulge in 'enlightenment' while we smoked cigarettes as an indulgence.