August 11, 201412 yr I feel awful, side effect from the antibiotics and I feel like 'screw it, I'm gonna smoke!'It still needs whole week to leave my body and not screw up my body and mind. (I HATE antibiotics)So I'm ringing the bell again. Sobbing.
August 11, 201412 yr evelyn you said it yourself the antibiotics is sending things all screwy, with all the chemicals in smoking you are going to feel worse go to the doctor and talk to them about the medication and side effects smoking is not going to cure this please go get something nice for yourself instead xx
August 11, 201412 yr Author Going to the doctor to tell about the side effects won't help, it will still be in my system for a week.
August 11, 201412 yr You don't want to throw your quit away now, after 2 weeks smoke-free. Just think about it. You survived 2 weeks, and now because of some chemicals you gonna start all over? Sleep, nap, do something, drink a cup of tasty tea with lemon, eat something, cry. Just don't smoke. The only thing that you'll think after taking first puff" Why have I done it again? It's not worth it. Make it through the day, tomorrow will be easier.
August 11, 201412 yr Take some breaths my lovely. Everything will be the same apart from your beautiful 16 day quit if you smoke. Call someone to come and talk to you instead, or do something. How about singing, or dancing or walking, or sips of water, or deep breaths....can you do any of that instead?
August 11, 201412 yr Oh no, Evelyn! Look at your beautiful ticker! You are doing so well! It's not the antibiotics making you want to smoke, it's the nicodemon using them as an excuse to try to get you to smoke! Hang in there Evelyn, you can do this, we all believe in you!!!! Hugs
August 11, 201412 yr Everlyn...so sorry you having to deal with this.... Smoking is not the answer ...it will only mess your body up worse..... Sending you hugs xx
August 11, 201412 yr Author I know and I have to fight it... this confusion in my head screws me up (side-effect from the antibiotics) and makes me feel really depressed and confused 5 mintues ago I decided to put on my shoes and buy a pack but I came back from it. IT WILL NOT SOLVE ANYTHING.But coping with this chaos in my head I just curse that antibiotics and you know what the rash isn't cured either
August 11, 201412 yr Evelyn, you are doing great. You are taking control. Day by day sometimes, hour by hour sometimes, but it is working. Not the easiest of quits, but that is a battle that you are definitely winning. Please celebrate your success and don´t let anything take that away from you. If you feel down, eat something yummy, or have a bubble bath, or spoil yourself a bit. Smoking will NOT make you feel better... you´ll feel WORSE. And you know it... but nicodemon tries and tries and tries again. Please do not let him win. YOU are winning this time. (((((((((((((((((((((((Evelyn)))))))))))))))))))))))
August 11, 201412 yr Author Since I can't watch telly without getting upset I fled to my bed. Really dissociated but making it
August 11, 201412 yr I remember something you told me once... Will one day turn into Nothing is impossible.
August 11, 201412 yr Don't look for excuses Evelyn. Your a non smoker now !!! You love being a non smoker. It's just taking time for your brain to catch up. Keep on going cause your doing great !!
August 11, 201412 yr Author Don't look for excuses Evelyn. Your a non smoker now !!! You love being a non smoker. It's just taking time for your brain to catch up. Keep on going cause your doing great !! I'm not looking for excuses since I do not choose to smoke and use it as an excuse... still have to deal with that shit
August 11, 201412 yr Evelyn! It's been more than 2 hours since your original post. How are you feeling now?
August 12, 201412 yr evelyn your winning this fight keep going never give up you can do this your doing great proud of you for staying in there and fight :D :air_kiss:
August 13, 201412 yr Hey Evelyn, sorry i wasn't here when things got tough ... but look at how wonderful you did!!... :D how's it going today hun?
August 31, 201412 yr I'm new here, Evelyn but, I have seen your struggles from afar. I think you are so courageous to quit smoking.with all you have going on, bebe. It will give you SO much power and show you how strong and beautiful you are AND your Pigs will love a smoke free life too..
Join the conversation
You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.