Evelyn

Wow, 2 years!!! You rock Doreen, you are my rock and support and one big inspiration

Kendra you do great!

Great job!!!!

NOPE

NOPE

Get back in the saddle...

NOPE

I have a loads of emotions i freak out from sometimes, am i bitch sometimes or vunerable yea but both make a more honest woman that stands for herself and a non smoker :) SO ARE YOU

NOPE!!!!

NOPE

Jess have you diseapered, run away from the train?

I love going swimming and not stressing about needing a fix :D Ok i need a Sugar stuffish thing I'm so happy I can swim without needing a f it fix of a smoke

NOPE

NOPE

oh the piggie made me smile

I am fascinated by shark but barely tip my toe in the sea

knowing I ALMOST caved yesterday I'm so thrilled I'm stil free and don't desire to smoke . My room smells of Jasmine, I smell nice and f it to all the smokers in the house. :D

And thanks for appreciating my honest post :)

Yeah kick some fags ass!

GREAT job!!! Go on like this :)

NOPE again this morning NOT ONE (BLOODY) PUFF EVER!

I'm touched by the many replies (while i was sleeping) and I watched Joels video 'is relapse a natural proces of quitting;? good vid!!! I was shocked I got so close to throwing it away and it's a warning; you are never a non smoker we are ex smokers; one puff and the hell starts over. That little junkie in your brain can get your on the ridge so closely. We can be done with nicotine but nicotine is never done with us... kinda like that, once you take tha single puff your back to squere one. I'm surrounded by friends here and I'm glad I went to the board last nite. an SOS is Always, ALWAYS better then one puff. But I did felt like a looser bcause I nééded the SOS after such a long time... but it seems all of you friends were glad I did it and so am I when I look back THANKS ALL OF YOU QUIT BUDDIES!

Do you know a suiting video maybe?

Thanks hun. I cried and cried... Lotsa tension in the house and all smokers. I just had to reach out. This craving got me like you said.... wobbly and J had to walk away from a cigarette smoker outside... I did bug it was close call so I posted here. Pigs are guarded so is my quit. Just feel wobbly and after my 3 months I got wobbly and pulled thru but today I got so wobbly even my NOPE almost wasn't enough but it brought me here kicking and screaming... I want a fag... but didn't cave. Close close call.

please don´t be mad. i had to sos to choose safey for my quit