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christine 12

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    May 31

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  1. christine 12


    why isn't my ticker working? Did I set it up wrong or something? It's not moving
  2. I am taking a high dosage of abilify now
  3. christine 12

    Trying again

    This will be my sixth or seventh attempt since I first started trying to quit at the beginning of the year. Wish me luck.
  4. christine 12

    agitated and manic

    still up. I made some coffee, I'll sleep when I do I guess lol
  5. christine 12

    Haven't given up

    I just have to keep trying. I can't sleep, it looks like an all-nighter. I am going to make it worse by having coffee in a half hour or so. I will sleep for a couple hours after my boyfriend gets up. It's easier to sleep when he's awake anyway. Luckily it's the weekend so he's home all day. He didn't buy a pack tonight, so I think he's ready to quit. I hope so. I will quit again by wednesday, for certain reasons I won't go into here right now.
  6. christine 12


    I will try again in a few days.
  7. christine 12

    agitated and manic

    I also have schizoaffective disorder, so manic is relatively normal for me I guess
  8. christine 12

    agitated and manic

    Ok I suppose. Just UP all night, manic. Everyone is sleeping, so no one to talk to.
  9. christine 12

    agitated and manic

    is anyone up?
  10. christine 12

    is it a craving?

    Thanks. I finally feel somewhat better now. I think I will last through the morning or longer.
  11. christine 12

    it will be easier tomorrow

    I am not normally a drama queen, but it's just really HARD for some reason to quit and I feel like I'm being a big baby about it. The other times I tried to quit, it didn't seem to last for hours. Maybe I just gave in soon after the obsessive thoughts started? Or possibly I'm just having a manic episode. This is a possibility due to being schizoaffective. Either way, I need to deal with it. I am running out of energy from pacing around too much. I even went to sit in the smoking chair in the garage, to see how I would feel. It didn't do anything, except the air STANK like old cigarette butts. I do feel somewhat better than I did a half hour ago. Still thinking about it, but it is not overwhelming. I've been smoking since I was twelve. Most of my life. I really want to quit. I will quit this time.
  12. christine 12

    No one needs to respond to this

    not stinking, not being a failure, healthier, easier to breath, more money saved
  13. christine 12

    No one needs to respond to this

    I can't think of any ways smoking will help me. It might not even relax me at this point
  14. christine 12

    is it a craving?

    that makes sense. I am obsessing over it
  15. christine 12

    No one needs to respond to this

    I'm just not sure what to do. I think i can make it till 11, when the store closes. Then it is very unlikely I'll buy any smokes tonight.

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