Doing ok today Doreen, thank you for asking!!! I'm going to share a bit of personal information with you guys now.
My husband and I have been together since we were 14. That makes it 14 years at this time...a long, very happy time! We've been trying for a baby for about 4 of these years. We found out last year that both of us have issues preventing us from getting pregnant naturally. We've been struggling each month, going through artificial treatments, knowing it won't work. We are going through these so that insurance will cover in-vitro (IVF). We are on month 3 or 6 and its becoming EXTREMELY frustrating. Needless to say, the more of my close friends that get pregnant, the harder it becomes for us. I want to mention how proud I am that through all of this, I've remained smoke free. Last night was very tough, hearing that one of my closest friends will be adding to their family. Although I am delighted for them (I really am), I wanted to scream and my natural response was to light a smoke. But guess what? I DIDN'T!!!!! I'm realizing more and more that smoking only makes things worse and I can't imagine the guilt I'd have if I smoked, on top of all the other emotions. I am a proud non-smoker and nothing will stand in the way of that!
So, when I say that this blog has helped me, I mean it in more ways than I can imply. The fact that you've helped to keep me a non-smoker is one less thing to worry about. I think I really needed a big motivator to open my eyes, I want to be a good, HEALTHY momma one day.
Sorry for the book and the emotions today, just not my day.
Thanks all!
J