I just passed my one week mark, and I am feeling wonderful. Each day I feel stronger than the day before. There have been struggles but none of my previous quits feels like this one. My determination and perseverance is too strong to break. I do have to admit, and also thank the people who helped me see what I was doing wrong with previous attempts. Being honest with myself - was my number one struggle. After mulling over where I was going south, it finally dawned on me that I had a choice - a choice to pollute my lungs or to not. My lies and junkie thinking is too weak to fulfil its evil doing, and I will never let it have the upper hand. I still have a long road ahead of me, but with confidence and NOPE everyday, I know I will get passed it.
So thank you everyone, I did not quite see where my struggle was. And I may have taken some feedback the wrong way. But in the long run it was the best thing for me. I truly appreciate, everyone here who's given me the push I need. Sticking close to the board and educating myself has been a blessing.
Just one question.... Did anyone's sleep get effected in the first week of quitting? I am just finding, I am tired but once I hit the bed, I can't turn off my brain and I almost get anxiety. Very odd... Never felt this before.
In Health,
S