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I hang my head in shame and say tonight I had a ding meal - prawn curry I did cook spinach to go with it but I fell dirty :( after shopping with my mum I had lost the will to cook :wacko:

yesterday we were 107 and i log on now and we are 106 did we lose someone?

:o :P

I have to vent here as my mother is queen spy and stalks me on the board :ph34r: why oh why does she not let me shop for her online - every time I come home after a hard week at work I have to take her grocery shopping - I bloody hate grocery shopping - Im ok with small deli`s etc but large supermarkets blurrrr!!!! and she insists on going to the same one ASDA Wallmart and she takes ages bless her I have to push her in a wheelchair I want to go at warp speed you know like a trolley/cart dash does she? - oh no she has to browse, she has to have me read all the bloody date labels grrrrrrrrrr 4 hours - 4 bloody hours in that shop OMG she says its like a day out for her - I have tried to explain to her that I can shop online and then we can spend that time doing something nicer like visiting places go for a nice lunch - but no she dont trust the online site with her bank card - I said I will pay with mine (gladly) OMG I have struggled with this for 1 year my patience is running thin - life is too short to spend it in ASDA grrrrrr just shoot me if i turn out like this i tell my niece!!

tell him we are proud he still has his quit and we miss him too - we need a medic on the team!!

I live in the middle of what they call "The cotswolds" it is very pretty lots of small villages, farm lands and very old market towns most 13th century I am surrounded by big towns and London is only 45 minutes drive away and Oxford 15 minutes drive away I love the countryside - I could never live in a city - NEVER I dont even like visiting them unless its just to say I have been there beaches are all between 2 1/2 hours to 4 hours drive away yes I think you would love to visit it babs check out the Zipcode SN7 8DZ England :)

if they are true friends they will - they will not let pride get in the way of friendship for any reason - beth you have to do what feels right for you and no other - but know this if you stick around you will make new friends xxx

just do this it works :D or :P

Ladybug I think this sign would be more scary to them ;)

Hey stranger good to see you :) dont you work too hard now! make time for fun xxx

Tasty looking - no didnt know what one was but will definately indulge in one

LOL yes REZ I was traumatised for a while and the pear trees took a bashing! Teaching him to take corners was worse :o then it was "Tracey can I do donoughts in the field" ummmmm NO you cannot not!!! Ron and Rez - great to see you getting out there Sarge - Do they do confident courses out there? maybe Becky might change her mind if she went on some of those - they have them here in the UK I still want to take my test this year! - thats what I want my NS monies to go on - just hope I dont die on the road that would be ironic LOL

fantastic Shaddycat 7 months is really awesome x

Safe and happy trip gemma we have rolled out this for you

oh ok lol just checking ;) good job having a plan xx

hi Evelyn Step 3 or 3 patches?

Happy Birthday Suz have a lovely day

:lol: :D yep my dog trumps like an old man I am actually pleased she makes a noise as that 1 second warning makes all the difference to my escape route - plus you cannot be blamed for it if it was silent :P but I was shocked when I first heard her :wacko:

nope for me

hey Trish sorry for your stressful day, sometimes it feels like everyone is just out to push your buttons I am so pleased that you posted it really does take some of the sting out of things This morning because you didn`t smoke and you faced all that you did yesterday you will be very much stronger in your quit Phew teenager girls, especially not your own will try the patience of a saint please Pm me if you need to for some reason I have had to deal with 4 tearaway nieces and a step daughter :angry: :huh: :o :blink: describes it well ;)

aww rachael file today under C for crap!! - I hope all will be well for next week now go and spoil yourself with something bad like chocolate or ice cream and have a hot bubble bath ((hugs)) xx

yes Jeni we miss you xx

Amy I understand completely and you wont fall we are all here to support you and making posts like this is the best way to work it through - keep posting and it will all come to you hun, I was absolutely no different to you xx

yes Amy tiredness can bring it on as your body is craving something and you automatically think its a cig craving, the same can go for being thirsty or hungry etc - try a big glass of water also you are at 7 days which is a big first milestone - so take a moment to think to yourself: are you abstaining(ie fighting but really still want one) or have you quit? (never want one ever again) you have to be honest with the answer to be able to move forward This will pass xx edited to say - I asked the abstaining question because of your title and I was abstaining for 6 weeks and put myself through unnecessary hardship xx