October 12, 201510 yr Your lying to yourself and us. Already been proved you can quit So when your done with pity party....and smelling like shitcakes.... You know what to do
October 12, 201510 yr Evelyn no!!!! No no no no Told you the addiction woke up and all your are yammering about is all lies. Lies. Lies. Get back on the quit train and stop licking Windows. Please.
October 12, 201510 yr (((Evelyn))) don't do it sweetheart... please listen to babs... it's all lies Nope one day at a time... you've done this before... you can do it again
October 12, 201510 yr Author You have no idea what he'll I'm going thru. Pity? No. It is called surviving I rather smoke right now then being sstitched up. Wanna swap places be my guest. I can't handle this crisis
October 12, 201510 yr You have no idea what he'll I'm going thru. Pity? No. It is called surviving I rather smoke right now then being sstitched up. Wanna swap places be my guest. I can't handle this crisis That is untrue Evelyn... No matter what you (or anyone) is going through, smoking is not the answer; it won't make anything better, only worse. I'm only telling you what you already know... You've already been here before, so you can quit again. The longer you delay this, the harder it's going to be... Come on Evelyn, we believe in you - you need to believe in you too!
October 12, 201510 yr Author I can't be superhuman today. Excuse yes but there's truth in it. No excuses Just in a major mental crisis. Terrified of loosing more grip. excuse no. But I already have 15 stitches in my arm. What do you expect? I really. Wanna die need all my strength not to
October 12, 201510 yr Author And sorry if that's not enough. All I ask is support. Understanding. You can't fix me hell I can't atm. I try so hard not to fall apart and if that makes me a window licker or self pitying person in your eyes than look again.
October 12, 201510 yr Author Caz if you were in my shoes you'd torch the place. Or worse I'm not asking awww and ohhhh. Just friends who care. And if I'm wrong I truly misunderstood.
October 12, 201510 yr Evelyn... do what you need to do now to get through your personal hurt... try not to beat yourself up anymore... we will always be there for you when the time is right and you are strong enough to quit :)
October 12, 201510 yr Evelyn..you have a train full of folks here...who care enough to try and help you through your bad times... Of course darlin,I don't know how your feeling...I can only try and help... I don't want you hurting yourself... But smoking is still hurting yourself.... You have been calm...something triggered this ... What can we do to get you through....
October 12, 201510 yr Author I need a atmitting I think. You should know if it was an excise it blew it away with nope. If this crisis would not have been major... no smokes no stitches. Like past 9 months. I'm scared.
October 12, 201510 yr Over the months we have seen a glimpse of the real Evelyn, caring, compassionate, strong, confident, funny, inspiring etc.... You make a difference to people. You matter. You are loved and we care about you here. Your pigs need a mum. We need an EVelyn. What you are going through we cannot imagine but remember it is temporary even if it keeps coming around Hold onto the thread EVelyn and pull yourself through Remember the strength that you have inside you God has a purpose for you, reach in and find it no one suffers without a purpose Be strong sweet EVelyn we are all behind you to come through this xxxx
October 12, 201510 yr Evelyn... do you have someone close by to you that you can have a chit chat with over a hot cup of tea?
October 12, 201510 yr No. Not stupid. Addicted. Theres a difference. Like the rest of us. The ONLY way to quit is to QUIT. Think about how good u felt during your quit. Pls think a few min then post how u r feeling. I will b waiting
October 12, 201510 yr I can relate to major mental crises. Truly. Maybe private message me. Trust me I totally understand and care
October 12, 201510 yr My friend, possiby you are upset plus now have you deal with the yuckky withdrawals. But I know you CAN quit and be quit since you were quit just a few days ago. You are going through a rough patch. Why is smoking going to help? Why is the cigarette the answer? It is just conidtioning that we think the cigarette is the solution to any problem we are having.
October 12, 201510 yr I'm glad to hear you are reaching out to your caretakers for support and assessment. If you end up being admitted and if you can't get to a computer to check in to the QT, please know prayers are being sent your way. We will be here when you're ready. Warm hugs Evelyn. I'm sorry these are hard days for you.
October 12, 201510 yr Author No adtmitting yet, first new meds replacing old ones; scared as last time the match with my antidepressivant were making me cazy lady, so to say BUT now I'm on GOOD antipressivant so he was right saying rather be a little less fired up and anxious and maybe more less emotions as what te bone I've been thrown is really a HUGE phase. So I'm this on my wits end I choose a zombie drug (watch out DD) rather then making this worse and get outta hand.
October 12, 201510 yr Am I stupid? I'm scared. I try hard. You are not stupid! You are scared but you are brave, many battles in this war in life and in your quit, you just have to regroup, rearm and then March forward What you do to reach this is to get all the support you can from wherever you can, this is the smart thing to do, one step in front of the other and you will find yourself out of the trenches You are not alone and remember you can use chat here xx
October 12, 201510 yr Still not buying it. There is no freaking way a smoke helps and You FREAKIN know it. Go sit in a bucket of ice water and cool your ass off if needed.
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