Hi everyone. It's now been over a year since I joined the site and I wanted to explain what has been happening. I still feel a bit shy and embarrassed to post (about smoking, not games lol) so that's why I haven't said anything until now. I'm still a bit scared posting this.
I have tried a few more times to quit. But unfortunately I am still smoking. I feel embarrassed to say that. I can't believe it's already been a year! The longest I quit for was a week. I thought I was going to succeed that time but didn't I even remember thinking when I had a cigarette that just one would be ok. Even after everything I read on here! I know I should have known better! I understand why nope is so important.
I'm still super determined though. I finally told my doctor that I smoke a few weeks ago (which was horrible lol) and she is helping me now. I don't think she will stop giving me a hard time until I've quit. Her plan is probably not that popular in here so I don't really want to talk about that. But the goal is the same.
I don't know why I'm finding it so hard. Well I suppose I do but I thought I would get there especially with all the help I had in here. I think it still helps to be here and to keep thinking about it. It also keeps reminding me how important it is for my health. I am still reading the posts and learning all the time.
I want to thank everyone again for helping me last time. I know that one day soon I will be free from smoking and nicotine!
