Evelyn

7:27 AM and I am saying NOPE today. I will not smoke, just for today and tomorrow I will pledge again, one day at a time.

Dunno Battlestar Galatica But tonite there's two epi's of Stargate SG1 on SyFy on before that there's Dr. Who WHOOHOOOOO SyFy is a Dutch sf net you can get get if you pay extra. I have it, It also included the crime nets and extra science nets

I feel like David against Goliath; but I made it one day :D Yesterday was one big hellday. I discovered some herbal tea with lavender, and some other calming stuff that helps me keep it together without grabbing too much nicotine gum. With valerian too. And learned one thing - no coffee for now. Makes my nerves go up HIGH! I am so glad I made it through :D Today I'm going to do groceries with my friend and with another friend we're taking my guinea pigs to the petstore to clip their nails for free. One of my guinea pigs is scratching my open when I pick him up that sharp and long his nails on his backfeets were getting. Tomorrow I'm going to go through a box of pics with my surrogate moms to find a suitable pic of my mom to put in my medaillion. My surrogate mom is the best, she's not really an adoptive mom or something she just desided to help me out with some emotional stuff. She rocks! And day 2 can kick off!

I want to thank everyone for the support and friendship. So kind and caring. Ava I'm sorry you lost your mom in such a terrible unexpected way. I'm overwhelmed by the support I receive here (touched) That book I'll try if I can find it on a Dutch site

That's amazing, great job!!!!

Thank you so much

Thanks friends - it's real hard but I manage

I know that freaking time I feel the last 10 years in a dream dazzled by the antidepressivant I got, since February I am off so NOW I started to grief and mourn

Welcome Juan

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Welcome here :)

I bought a medallion, symbolic to keep her close to my heart: this eases the pain a bit:

Mother, where are you? with my pain I am so through Drifting among my cloud In my heart I still shout WHY? Why did you leave me? Can you not see... I am torn apart and heartbroken I try to fight and wait to be woken But this ain't a dream this is real You are gone and this is the deal Me on my own, left alone Your daughter: Evelyn (English isn't my native language)

Welcome here Tommy

Started this day :)

Still quit

Wether is IBS can only be diagnosed by a docotor

Welcome Fay!

No but I do have bowel problems, why?

Congratulations!

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Comon'no fruitcakes here?

I am here!!! * waves * I am a huge fan of this old Syfy classic of the 90's Range of vids In case the Goauld's got a hold on ya and ya need a freeding hand :P or just a laugh :D

Stargate Hamsterdance for SG1 fans

You look great Soozie!