Evelyn

Just wanted to let ya all know. Although even my guinea pigs start crying LOL I'm still on the train.

It was beautifull, I bought a medallion to keep the rememberance of my mom alive.

Thanks all of my new friends

I am so relieved, not alone for a few hours - not about my quit but with my grief :D

I smoked a few too. start again - don't smoke a lot more!

Did a up of coffee!

I know Marti - I know

I know - that's why I use the gum. If I use the patch I will relapse whenever I go without. Gum is working. I use detox tea too

Can I have a hug (or two) I just went through crying my eyes out for two hours, and now finally getting myself together but I HATE GRIEVING

On my way - Phil Collins Strenghtens my, that I am going the right direction

I love you Goodbye - Celine Dion On my mothers funeral

Because I got asthma attacks and watnted to be free

Yeah we will :) but it a touch cracker

That's amazing Trish, makes me happy for them and your family

Tarzan - Son of a man by Phil Collins Gives me the strenght to carry on there some paralells between this vid and my life even though it's a Disney classic - how vunerable it feels to post it but I know I'm not alone in this

Post the vids that you care for on a special occassion like when you feel sad or down.

I know. I'll make it

Yeah I have therapy :)

Trish I know Welbutrin, I wasn't allowed to use it in combination with other meds

I love it too

Ran outta house to the store for cigs. I smoked again a few and so I made new plan; I'll nicotine gum whenever I wanna rob the store Rather this way then blow my quit everythime. The panick just overwhelms me too much, as I already have panick attacks So I need some extra help rather do it right then not at all!!!!!

A big HUGE NOPE for me, my first day

I cant get the time set right

Thanks my friends

For me Spagetti Bolognaise - or maybe I'll go for a french frise