I was very active on the other quitting board before it shut down for whatever reason and I was so far along in my quit I just didn't take up to posting on this one much. But I felt today I should drop in and read. Today is just one of those down days that I get scared of the thought of what if I didn't quit early enough? I quit at the age of 33 and while statistics say I should be in good shape regarding living a normal life because I quit this young, a time comes when you still wonder. And still think about the worse case. I have a family and I quit for them. I want to see the smiles on my kids faces for years to come and enjoy time with them and God willing their kids as well.
So at times like these I read posts, welcome newcomers, give encouragement, or just lurk. What I can tell you is this: Once you quit and pass that first few weeks or months or two months, whatever time it takes to get over that initial hump, it is so worth it. Imagine pushing a snowball up a hill. At first it is small but it quickly becomes bigger and harder to push. But up the hill you push until that day comes you reach the top. You give one final push to that once small snowball that is now 10 times the size of your head and you watch it roll down the other side of the hill. But your work is not done. You still have to walk after that snowball however the difference now is momentum is taking care of the pushing. Just know that if you go back to smoking you now have to push that very same snowball up the hill but this time it's harder. The first time I quit easy stuff and that made me smoke again thinking this is no big deal. The second time was harder and then finally the third time it was the most difficult of all. I knew I couldn't go back or I might have reached that point of no return.
But we all know there is no point of no return. It is still worth it to quit no matter how young or old you are, how little or how much you smoke, or whatever health you are currently in. Quit now and reap the rewards of quitting. Be grateful and be happy you quit. Now I need to take to mind what I just said and stop the worrying. Luckily this does not happen very often. Anyways thanks for reading.