Thank you for all the good wishes.
I was dismissing rewarding myself,
well, you know...after 12 years...
but, splurged and bought myself a rug I've been lusting after.
Now, I have a concrete reminder of my accomplishment.
Y'all, please remember to reward yourself, to mark all dates important to you.
At the beginning, I rewarded myself minute to minute by stashing the money I would have spent smoking
and with little things that made me happy, like a sit in the sun or listening to a piece of music, wetting my brushes.
These rewards are super important to re-enforce your quit with healthy driven endorphins.
Thanks again to everyone here.
S