Been off the sidelines for a few days, (firstly all your love and prayers were greatly appreciated, my son is on the mend, he had a lung infection and is slowly improving, so good to see him smile, one happy mum) anyhoo, havent been around for a few days, missed you guys  :D but last time stress came aknocking on my door, I caved in and smoked.  This time I am happy and proud to say that even after the S@@T of the last 5 weeks, I didn't give in, Oh god I wanted a cigarette, I seriously thought that lighting up would make my life easier, but I then rationalised my thought process, I remember my last relapse and I remembered the taste of lighting up the cigarette after being quit, and I remember how utterly DISGUSTING it tasted, I remember how disappointed I was with myself and how I wished I could have put the clock back and just uttered one simple word "NO", this time I braved myself against the crave and I did utter that one SIMPLE word "No", thats all it took "NO" how easy was that!!!.  So me -v- Stress HA I won, na nannanana Stress get out of here.  Yes Stress is one major factor in the reason why people do not quit, and why so many of us relapse, but we are only laying the blame at stress's door, we have the ultimate say so on when we can quit and why we do not need to relapse.  The ultimate word is NO.

Go girl, J kicked stresses backside,

Proud of ye xxxx

Thank you Strong and Powerful Woman !

Love,

S

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I was worried Jackie... for your circumstances and hoping for good outcomes... not for your quit. I know that you have your head wrapped around it this time. I am proud of you. 

Also so happy that your boy is feeling better... go kick the asshole that said it was nothing in the balls for me please.

Aww sweetheart....a wonderful post.....

So glad your little man is on the mend.....

So proud of you for staying strong...this is wonderful

Hugs

Xxxx

All good news, Jackie...so happy for you on all counts!

Way to go Jackie!  Happy your little one is on the mend :)

And glad you have shown the nicodemon who is boss  :lol:

Great reminder to is all!

 

And, missed you, too ;)

Oh Jackie I missed it all. So sorry my friend. Sending strength now.

 

So pleased you feel like this about your quit though. Ultimately, it's us against nicodemon and we sometimes have a battle. Be strong my lovely, loves. X

Strong work. Strong work.

 

Proud of you.

 

Delighted that the wee one is on the mend.

 

Well done Jackie.

Glad to hear you made it through the last month smoke free!  Good job!

 

I'm happy that your son is on the mend!

You are rocking it Jackie way to go x

Jackie, you are a strong lady. I am glad about your son. :)