Im not sure if I want to call this good news...or bad news.....
its good news because my neurosurgeon scheduled me for back surgery on Tues. (12/30) ..
its bad news because my neurosurgeon scheduled me for surgery on Tues...lol
Surgery is a scary to me..i have never been in a hospital other than to visit someone...so since this time it is me in the bed, it has me a bit nervous.
On the other hand, I am happy as hell to hopefully be putting an end to the back pain that Ive had...on and off for years...and more recently it has been constant since July.....
soooo............
believe it or not, I am actually looking forward to it! The last month or so, I have been having epidurals, but they didn't help at all...
I was just shocked that when I went in Friday (12/26) he said he could do it on Tues...I was expecting a couple weeks wait..
So...I will be celebrating New Years with my pain meds.....Its been a long time since Ive been "comfortably numb" ...lol
Oh..and one more thing..... Until you go through the hundred questions that is asked when filling out the forms, you wont know the feeling you get when the question is..."Do you smoke ?" ..seriously..its a proud moment..the reaction from the Drs to the nurses and the girls that take the information is amazing...I think because they understand that it is no small task to quit...and stay quit for a year.... after 35+ years of smoking....Its very encouraging :)