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Thanks Jilly I have an appt with the pulmonologist in may, they scheduled me months out that’s how busy they are (I’m not crazy abt this guy either, met him in the hospital last year and wanted to throw my cup at him lol) but I should be able to get some answers. Did your shortness of breath get better after those few weeks? I know u said you have some respiratory stuff so I hope your breathing is ok too. and thanks for saying you guys care, that was literally so sweet made me smile big.

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More shortness of breath today, just got a big ass cry out. I cried about how I have more trouble breathing as a nonsmoker than when I smoked, wtf!? I cried about how I miss my dad so friggin much and how I hope he’s breathing freely now. I cried bc I have a stupid heart test and stress test tmrw (yea and how the hell am I gonna run or walk on the treadmill while I can’t breathe?). I cried bc there are SO many friggin emotions that come out after stopping smoking, that it’s like woah who even am I? One thing I didn’t cry about…being a smoker lol. Ok ok I see the advantages of this positive thinking hooey . I just wish I could friggin breathe!! It got better for quite a few weeks, now for a few days I’m a wheezing machine that can’t take a deep breath. Maybe the pollen too. But this happen to others almost two months in? (Wow almost two months yee haw).

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Sorry Darcy that sucks what do u think was the straw that broke the camels back? You’ll always be welcomed back

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I’m so sorry you’re feeling like that Darcy…those little stupid sticks don’t have control..you have control..even if it doesn’t feel like it right now. I totally get what you’re feeling…we’re almost two and you almost three (!!) months in and still having these thoughts, it sucks!! Deep breaths lovie you’re ok.

Shit my pants…and that would mean…

Eat ice cream. Oh damn, I wish I could’ve…

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@DenaliBlues hell yea it is!! Real bumpy…who installed these speed bumps? Hope you’re ok too…as my grandpa used to say, “compost happens”, I’m sorry you’re having a go too. Heck yea, @darcy still an ex smoker, and I’m sorry you’re having some blips too. You’re both right, we can do this…even through the sucky times. We WILL feel better vets, right?! Promise?!

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