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Feel really happy - just did day 3 of level 2 RI30 even though I really had the perfect excuse not to today (my anniversary) :)

Hahahahaha I love that thanks so much!!! :D

5 months is amazing! Congratulations :)

Thank Nancy & everyone!!!! It's only 8.45am so I'll hold off on the wine for a few hours :p I did it! A whole year! I've never been proud of myself for anything before but I do now! I really feel I've achieved something great. I'm so grateful to you guys as well, you're great people & I'm so happy to know you all (my online friends in my phone :D). It was no where near as hard as I thought it would be and I wish more people realised this! Definitely Easy Peasy ;) Anyways, love you guys!!!

Nearly there! How exciting!!!!!! :D

Ok so my weekend of pigging out kinda started today at work. Someone is leaving and every member of staff brought in cakes, chocolate, cheese & biscuits/crackers, sweets just tons of amazing food.......and I ate ALOT! Too much! Oops! It's ok to start my anniversary early right? :D

Wow 11 months already! Congratulations!

I love this!!!! :) Thanks :D

To be fair it's a long time since I've had it....and I used to drink sweet wines. I probably would like it now :p

Ew! Think that's the only white wine I don't like lol

My fiancé does sweet FA around our apartment. I do literally all the cleaning and tidying! I'm kind of used to it now....and to be honest, even if he did help he probably wouldn't clean up to my standard :p

Tea....or wine depending on the situation! (ie if its a suitable hour to drink alcohol or not! Lol) What's the best thing happening in your life right now?

Day 2 level 2 of Ripped in 30. Tiny bit better than yesterday.....gotta keep pushing through & I'll get there. Today was my 6 week weigh day...I've lost 11lbs so far :D Even though I'd love to lose a few more lbs, I'm gonna work on maintaining for a few weeks as that's what I struggle with the most. This weekend though I will eat whatever the hell I like (think I deserve that for a whole year smoke free!).

6 months is a great achievement! Congratulations :)

I just wanted to stop leaving places/people...restaurants, conversations, bars, my apartment....I just truly wanted to be free of the addiction! Although I know I'll always be an addict I do feel free at last!

Woohoo 4 days to go!

Day 1 level 2 of Ripped in 30. Couldn't do a lot of the moves :( I'll get there though. (Didn't think I'd be exercising 6 days a week a couple months ago so anything is possible).

Woohoo 7 months!!! Way to go!

How proud I feel of myself that I've quit My hair and pillow no longer smell How much more time I get to spend with my fiancé

Nope, Not really any change in drinking habits. I still love wine and drink as often as I did as a smoker! I got drunk the first day I was quit and it soon became a non trigger for me :)

3 more sleeps...so exciting!!! :D

A month really is fantastic! :)

1 month is super awesome!

Day 6 of Ripped done. Feel like my body is getting used to this one so gonna move on to level 2 tomorrow :)

Whatever "went wrong" happened the moment you smoked...not before. You clearly want to smoke. When you decide not to, you will be free, trust me.