Hi friends,
Just wanted to post a little update. Today is 1 month and 4 days since I've had my last cig. Today, I feel that I can breathe better, I'm not having weird heart palpitations at night anymore, and I have way more energy then I thought I could ever have. I find myself doing more because I'm not held back by needing to smoke every hour (sometimes every 15-20 minutes when I was bored). I will tag along on the rides to Lowes, exercise after work or go to lunch with friends, IN THE SAME VEHICLE!. Life is good and good things just keep happening. The one decision to quit, this one big decision has changed numerous things for the better in just a month.
I am happier, I have less of a short fuse...and I just feel so damn good about myself. I am proud every day of myself, and that's something I haven't felt in a very long time. I even had a girls night with my best friends on Friday and had a bit too much wine...had a BLAST and didn't once think about smoking. I didn't realize until the next day, I didn't miss it for a single second. In fact, when I smell smoke, all I can think is "I'm so thankful that's not me."
My point is, this can be done and things can ONLY get better. I will pledge NOPE everyday (minus weekends because I refuse to long onto my computer) and will never ever go back to this habit. I now have the strength to say I am a non-smoker and I'm not scared I will "relapse". Thanks for keeping me on track and keeping me keeping on.
All my best,
J