For me I releapse not because of any cravings. My partner and some of my friends smoke weed, every so often they would say do you want some when passing a spliff around I would always say no. But as they keep saying I'm sure the odd puff wouldn't hurt. Every now and again I would give that though some head space. That was my first mistake.
So one day I did I had a couple of puffs it was nice. I had no cravings after. None at all, that was my second mistake. A couple of month after that walk on a nice summers day with my partner, I shared a spliff with him. This Time while he was smoking on the weekend I had another. These odd puffs knocked me out and made me happy for the night. But then I started thinking I could just buy a bit for the weekend. Then it started I would have one after work. Then I needed more because those hits weren't strong enough to get me as high as the initial first smokes.
I would never have chosen to start this journey all over again. After my last long quit. I always said I wouldn't have the strength to do that again. For me I using the fact that I know what is was like to be quit and free of this addiction before, and I want that again. I know all what these lovely supptive people on hear say is true, it happens different time for different people but one day smoking will not consume you. It won't even bother you that someone is smoking near you. But always remember that we are all one puff away from smoking. Those smoking receptors will always be there, just asleep. One puff wakes them up.
Didn't mean to ramble on so much lol