Over the last couple of weeks I've noticed that instead of looking away from someone smoking, I now find myself watching the way they smoke, in particular focusing on the inhale and exhale. I'm not always having a craving in these moments, I'm just simply taking it in.
It's not that I want to smoke, this just feels different. I'm not worried about it as such but it does make me wonder why I've gone from not wanting to see people smoking to this. I was hoping it was a once off but it's two weeks now. It doesn't happen every single time, just when people are around me for a period of time (unavoidable) so rest assured I'm not stalking smokers
I thought I'd mention it in case anyone else experiences this and if yes, how long did it last. Or if it's just meeeee!
It's not a major deal, like I said I'm not worried about it, just curious. I also realise it may sound creepy but I'm pretty sure I'm subtle about it so that the smokers don't feel uncomfortable!
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