Even if there is some cravings for it ,

 

Cigarettes are bad

 

A note to myself , because i have some cravings right now .

Plus, if you smoked one, if would feel like crap; not only because you ruined your quit but also because you'd be sucking in poison.

Yes , Intentionally smoking poison is really a stupid activity .

 

I am leaving to middle east (to Saudi Arabia ) for a job next month , which means i have to leave my 3 year old kid and  family in India .

 

That sucks .

 

I have depression already .

 

I am trying hard to think positive

 

I am trying hard to stay happy

 

Leaving your family is sad....but smoking would change anything ...you,d be sad even more ,if you have up your quit ....yes think positive ...

@Doreensfree ,

 

I was married since 2013 . I have been with them since then .

 

This is the first time i am leaving my kid and wife , my mother is there too .

 

So its time to find some extra strength

 

Thanks for the reply .

Your quit is young, sunshine.  Please protect it from any interference.

You must keep your quit separate from circumstances in your life.

Have a look at Cristóbal's

Your Quit & Your Life--The Proper Sequence

Yes , Thanks for the reply

 

I should not make Cigarettes part of any of the life's circumstances .

 

There must be other ways to contain the frustrations .

Perhaps 'containing' frustrations isn't the way to go.

 

Take a good look at your frustrations, a severely honest examination.

How can they, one at a time, be ameliorated ?

 

Finding new ways to deal with problems is the new challenge

and also a way to resolve these issues previously hidden behind a veil of smoke.

 

This is the journey of our lives.

Extra powerful hugs for you Sunshine!!

You will be stronger because you defeated another craving. Your circumstances suck big time. There is no denying..but.. this is something you can be proud off! Make your wife and your kid proud! You can do this!!

I'm sorry you have to leave your family sunshine but as the others have said, smoking won't change that fact. Try to think of the positives of your situation instead of focusing on the negatives. You're in my thoughts, xoxo

1 hour ago, Sazerac said:

Perhaps 'containing' frustrations isn't the way to go.

 

Take a good look at your frustrations, a severely honest examination.

How can they, one at a time, be ameliorated ?

 

Finding new ways to deal with problems is the new challenge

and also a way to resolve these issues previously hidden behind a veil of smoke.

 

This is the journey of our lives.

 

Thanks for the reply Sazerac ,

 

Yes , i have to deal with one thing at a time .

 

 

 

 

38 minutes ago, Vivianne said:

Extra powerful hugs for you Sunshine!!

You will be stronger because you defeated another craving. Your circumstances suck big time. There is no denying..but.. this is something you can be proud off! Make your wife and your kid proud! You can do this!!

 

Thanks Vivianne ,

 

Exactly , i have been going through bad times for the past 3 years ever since i started doing a degree course through a distance education mode .

 

I never have enough time to do things i like

 

Before this i was a computer science student , i have my designed my own websites and all with Html, javascript , php and mysql but i could not pass a numerical methods paper , so i lost that degree .

 

 

 

Anyway this course ends next month I am waiting for my final semester exam dates .

 

 

20 minutes ago, jillar said:

I'm sorry you have to leave your family sunshine but as the others have said, smoking won't change that fact. Try to think of the positives of your situation instead of focusing on the negatives. You're in my thoughts, xoxo

 

Thanks jillar ,

 

Yea , The only positive thing is i can make 10 times more money i make now , lol

Maybe i can't have it all .

 

Have to learn to adjust with a life like that .

I'm sorry you have to be away from your family but smoking will not help this, or any other situation.  All smoking does is make things worse.

 

Keep the quit.  You will be glad you did.

Thanks johnny5 ,

 

I am not planning to inhale poison anymore . The color of my lips and mouth are coming back to its normal color .

 

I do not want to ruin that .

 

Yup , 1 month 22 days and counting .

 

 

Edited November 4, 20196 yr by Sunshine59