April 6, 201412 yr This is so true Markus. I often forget I was a smoker. When I'm out and about, I don't even acknowledge smokers unless I get a waft of their toxic smoke in my face, or if they're blocking an entrance. It's just no longer a part of my life, and I like it that way. Everything I used to do, I associated it with something. Going to a restaurant... where's the nearest smoking spot? Taking the bus... can I smoke on the platform? Money... do I have enough to buy cigarettes AND food? Yeesh. I wasted valuable time worrying about where/how/when I was going to get my fix. Thankfully that's no longer a worry for me!
April 6, 201412 yr Even a month ago, I would have read this post, and replied something like, "yes"...but not believed it. Smoking was not on my mind every second, but it was certainly there every day. Now, almost imperceptibly, time has crept on. No longer do I have my first coffee of the day and remember that I used to smoke. No longer does every meal trigger the thought of a cigarette. The memories are still fresh for me, but they are definitely memories. And they are not constant. So now Markus, I reply "yes"...and I believe you... I look forward to being where you are...Great Post. Thanks.
April 6, 201412 yr After smoking 50 year plus....I didn't do anything without my cig reward..... I now do most of them things without thinking of cigs at all.... Great post Markus......
April 6, 201412 yr Inspirational post Markus - thank you I am on my journey but I will be in your shoes one day, each day gets me closer to achieving that and will others right from day 1
April 7, 201412 yr Yes, and so it will turn for you Soozie. Give yourself the gifts of time and patience. Celebrate what you have and pay it forward. Help a newbie. These will all reinforce your quit and it will become very clear the evil that cigarettes really are. They kill. They maim and they destroy life and the living. No more. anyone ever tell you how awesome you are ?
March 16, 201511 yr Markus, you ARE truly awesome! I want to be able to say what you have said....maybe one day
March 17, 201511 yr This is a bit confusing for me, as the past is a mix of smoking then years of not smoking, then smoking. I can remember periods of very heavy smoking like the year after my mother died, and I was quite young, and smoking made it impossible to run and that was scary. But as far as individual cigarettes...no, don't remember them So if the final quit is about the faces of of any and all cigarettes fading away... I'm in 100%.
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