Evelyn

Today is the shortest day and then spring will come :P lol no that's my thought hahaha 'hardest part over', anyway Have a great dark, short day with candles, and a wine... just stick with NOPE!!! my pledge, no champix today - NOPE Just for today

4 days on the ticker; first day without champix... I have this huge craving to something, mostly mentally - so I'm gonna NOPE - It's the idea I'm without champix 'oh now I'm gonna crave a cig', lol, NOPE... Just NOPE

I'm not sure if you friends notice, but I'm comfortable and secure in my skin, stabile, and not easily swept off my feet :) I told you, I'd be back. I just had to adjust my meds ;) and I work hard myself too :) I'm proud of myself

Oh, yeah I'll keep a low profile hun :) won't provoke anything. But I won't let myself be chased away or feel threatened or make myself too scared to go to the livingroom, hell it's my livingroom too :) We'll be with 4 or 5 people Christmas day :) so if it doesn't suit he can kiss my *ss

I'm safe :)

3 :P

The small gif my old neighbor (the drunk one from my previous town - She quit drinking!!!) send me through app... a christmas gif, brought tears to my eyes. She still has my ex kitty Lilly :) Monique's doing awesome and to be honest, the biggest gift is I am doing very good too.... lots of external threats that could have knocked me down but didn't :D I'm glad to be alive and being smokefree

Did I have my glasses on, back then, when he was my bf???? Glad we never had sex, that would have been shitty

You're gonna ask me 'seriously?!' I live in this shared house with others who receive home support, one of them - I'm embarresed to say - my 'ex'- boyfriend has gone completely gone mad. He threatened me, begin spring and hit my door, completely lost it, from then to now he's been agressive to an elderly lady, threatened her, another guy downstairs and yes - our pregnant home supporter. When he came after kicking the door open, callen her a c*ncerbitch and threaten her, I urgered her to walk up the stairs FIRST, realising her baby must be kept safe, rather I get a knock or a kick then her baby.... (this was yesterday) The police even came. She's taken this to the headquarter and I 'complained' again that this is getting out of hand. First I called of the christmas brunch but then I thought F*CK him, I'm not gonna stay away and let my christmas bruch be ruined (I suggested the idea) because he's a psychopath. ;) So I put my big girls panties on and told my neighbor, I'm in for the brunch :) I expect this lovely 'ex' being kicked out sooner or later, both me and the home supporter realize he's a real danger. So, all peace over here :P But hey I ain't smoking.

Thanks

Thanks. 19 januari I have the appointment

Awesome. You're an example to me. Congratulations

Yup

3 days quit. I tried coffee before the champix but realized... Neh let's use it til Friday then I'm one week quit and most withdraw is gone. I'm feeling good today Christmas party this afternoon. And Doorbel I didn't forget to start the NOPE thread lol

NOPE Just for today

NOPE

Sorry Doreen I was busy posting early morning and I forgot to start the NOPE thread

I did post it on my phone but it might not 'got it', serious I post the nope pledge today... Or did I thought I did it... I NOPE'd anyway

Wait did I seriously not start the topic... I remember I did... NOPE of course. Jeesh. I really thought I started the tread

Tomorrow 3 days

Hey Doorbell, girl. I'm good. Bit cranky but not too bad... Tough day a housemate threatened my house support who's pregnant so even though I pied my pants I maneuver myself in the middle so he'd not hurt her baby. Oh and my Internet and TV got screwed and fixed... My best friend Coby is tired and I'm concerned for her... Send an ecard to her... And no desire to smoke... But I'm scared to go downstairs to bump into mister aggressive. The house supporters leave the house but we're stuck with that footloop. Uhm...feel stabile, solid. Thanks hun for asking

Hmm, sad.. she ran off