Evelyn

You all deserve an awsner. I'm far from stabile. I'm thrown in the towel - going to move to a home with more support. I'm too mentally labile. I'm so tired. Burned up. Done with fghting, depressed. Going to my psy tomorrow. No matter what yo can all judge or think. I do have serious issues. And I'm sccared one day I'll end up killing myself for real, IF I do not start changing things. I wish I died. My life is hell. Always has been. I'm so so sad. Smoking is not my concern, becoming stabaleised again is. I'm so tired of life. If there's such a thing of a god he's incredibly cruel and cowardly and I hate him and I spit on him. I curse my dad and hope he still suffers for what he did to me. I have no hope

Working on a plan the campange

You are right. I'm not ready. I'm gonna smoke for now. And... As my Dr. To adjust my meds. I'm not stabile. Zyban instead of my other antidepressants might be an option. I'll be back.

I pledge nope

J already ****** up. I smoked and blowed

And I dunno why. I wanna curse and scream... I wanna throw over stuff. SOOOO friggin angry. WHY does it have to be so hard???!!! Am I the only f*cked up soul who thinks this sticks? I hate it that I use so much soda, but can't quit both... first nicotine then soda. I'm so... alone... :sorry: and wann cry and my teards are drippin on my table and I just dunno what I'm doing anymore. Not lighting that friggin cigarette :ph34r:

Pulled through it

Me too

Crying my eyes out.. But still NOPE!!!

No I don't I just don't wanna feel awful

Well I ******* want one now... My sos..

Toss them away. You don't need them. Not really. Are they that great? No it's the law of addiction.

Today went better :D

Great post!

You're welcome

I know Door. I can and I will pull through smokefree

Thanks guys

I pledge NOPE for today

I'm worth way more then cancersticks I love myself and do not wish to kill me

I did the right thing. Bring them back.

And returning it. NOPE!

I've watched 6 video's of Joels' library and I feel awful :wacko2:

Good for you, good quit you've got going :D

Congratulations!!! Have a great birthday and spoil yourself...

Hehe