Evelyn

I had the 15th in my head but I actually quit 14 November ;) me and dates.

No smokes for me!

No I think Tiffany deserves it

I am quit now 4 day tomorrow 5 I use the nicotine spray

Implying?

I'll shut up then

In sorry. Got a panick attack. Guess I'm not so stabilized. Just back on my regular meds. I'm sorry. But I'm lurking

I'm returning. NOPE.

NOPE for me for today

I'm back today

I quit coffee 3 days ago :)

... For your support, prayers and listening ears. Hugs

Thanks Saz, working on it

Working my ass of Door. Thank you for your prayers hugs love you hun

I never meant to tell. But you asked, Saz... How I was doing. I've never been more lone

Right now I live for today Tiff. I try not to fall apart

Em, bad. Not good, besides the smoking but that's not my worry I ended up in the ER with OD, em two days ago and got send away after stabalised and drowsy and still sui. No meds yesterday accept one I didn't take to much I stalked my psych and the drugstore to get things fixed. Haven't slepped at all maybe 4 hours which is way to less while I usually take 10 or 11 hours. I'm having a temperature dunno why. And crying my eyes out. IF all things go right tomorrow I can start my meds again and Friday I have all my usual meds but the drugstore and my psych have made a lot of mistakes nad my psych is Friday leaving for vacation. He's has no back up. I'm burned up. Tired, feel like crap and in withdrawls and I'm not sui right now. But still switching from depressed, to angry to extreme hurt and sadness. That;s where I am at. I'm so tired and burned up I can hardly get bread for myself in the store. Nothing that you can do, but pray. That's what keeps e going now, my faith. I've never been so low

NOPE

I will. Another brand new day

Threw them out :)

Finished my last 7 November will be my first smokefree day

Unfortanatly I smoked.

I know that is why I'm posting. I can flee, betraye myself and all of you. I won't. I'll fight.