Evelyn

I'm no longer kiss ever one ass to please others. This is my life, and I have to only be responsible to myself. Might not sound nice. But I'm done being the pleaser.

Doing it now. Would be wrong. For the wrong reasons.. No more false starts when I come back it's for real. And mister SARGE who takes a person seriously who talkes about himself in the third person...

That is no damn excuse it is the truth. I do not stand behind my quit. THAT, if I'd start smoking would be an excuse. Now I'm plain honest. I want to smoke right now.

I'll take the dare. But not now. I would do it FOR you not ME! I need to do this for me. I'll do this and when I do it I'll do it right: FOR ME and no one else

Go lick your *** porky. Have you ever tried to be nice to me huh. Others get a welcome back and you throw me in the corner.

I'll be back. Promise. Thanks Stewie end Pig lover for believing in me.

Ok, bloody false start, excuse is noth worth mentioning just screwed up. I am going for it. No more false starts, Door you asked where I was. I am here. Home and I'm not going anywhere else

Ok, bloody false start, excuse is noth worth mentioning just screwed up. I am going for it. No more false starts, Door you asked where I was. I am here. Home and I'm not going anywhere else: NOPE

Hope to see you back soon

NOPE

Ok. I am going to best this addiction. I need to stick with NOPE. I do use nrt patches but as said elsewhere it's about quit smoking and stick with NOPE. Im not going to sugarcoat I feel like crap but I want to do this for myself. Not to impress any of you. I want to be free of smokes and nicotine. And I have to pull it off but I appreciate it if some have my back. I'm not going to bluff or blow myself up like I said... Stewie I feel like crap still its no excuse. I'm done. No applause needed. This will be tough, simply because of my mood swings. But I'm not 1 day quit. So NOPE

I need to want it for myself

As some on facebook, I screwed up. I was too ashamed to tell. I'm being stalked, no excuse. I have an infection my jaw. Still no excuse. But I found out. I'm done quit smoking for others. i have to do it for myself. I deactivated my facebook account. I'm tired of people threatening my to 'come visit me', all the shitty messages thru messenger. So that's the score. MQ knows, about the stalking. I'm done living for others, by others, chased by others.

Breathe in and out. All is good.

I'm getting suspicious... this is too easy :wacko: can it be sooo easy? I feel free, just on edge of a surprise popping up...

NOPE

You rock and roll man. Congratulations

Morning brought fears and tears then I remembered and used Sgt. Words as a mantra Easy peasy. So I dropped all shifts stressing worries and went to the tattooshop to retouch my hand. Am relaxing at the neighborhood walk in now. Sgt. I always got cross but I now can use your advice, quite literally. Easy peasy all. Let others shit their pants And always NOPE

-5

Porky cheater -4

Awesome congratulations Jackie

Congratulations

Welcome back Ramona I just returned too. You got this if you commit to it. I pulled it off, so did you... No question we can do this. Good to see you back

Thanks all of you

NOPE