Evelyn

Bakon, down boy ;)

Anyone scared of eggs that the chicks still in there? ;)

Uh doesn't winter come after fall? Snow, cold, ice.... just a note :P

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You post an Sos after you smoked? You crave cause you smoked. Not smoking will stop the craving. NOT ONE PUFF EVER no discussion possible no matter what

Congratulations

I talk secret languages bakon which you sometimes aren't supposed to grasp

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Sweet dog :)

Bakon, he's a funky Guinea pig :) Yeah got that too once but the store asked themback so then I choose this 2 gentlemen. To ve(t)y expensive pigs BUT I LOVE them

I rock Bakon rode thru US on his bike and watched under ladies skirts Scottish man lost his skirt to Bakon DD is adopting the whole animal shelter... again? Is there a pattern??? Doreensfree I Always read as Doreenfee lol so she's a fairy Ross is expecting--theres goes nightsleep :P Ok outta info been away too long

Don't let me check YOUR urine thingy Mister Pig. yeck don't even want too, not even with eight months

Sure Ria I'll keep your place warm. NOPE no matter what.

I trusted my gut went to the vet and they put him under narcose his teeth were good so she looked further and there was bllood in his urine poor Guinea piggie he's recovering now with antibiotics and painkillers

Thanks friends :D

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Yeah doing well Jimmy :D

Jess maybe the way I said is was too harsh but there's truth in it. Reflect on yourself... do you REALLY wanna be a smoker for the next upcoming years realising you could have picked up your stick quit now? You need courage to start from scratch after 9 months BUT is the alternative a REAL option? At first you pissed me off you seemed to work to your relapse.... and then escaped saying you don't need to ask help don't deserve it or whatever, I thought the same BUT I posted a SOS a while back, I was close to caving but I set aside my pride and SCREAMED help and posed my frustrations, anger and excuses in my head (junkiethinking) and at the end I got sweet, caring replies, proud friends around me standing with me and applausing for posting a SOS. I think (I almost made the same mistake outta pride) I didn't need a sOS anymore that I was over it that I got it and never in this quit I was THIS close to blowing it, but IN MY sos i threw away my pride and my anger at myself and the overwhelming replies of QT friends were so loving... at the end of my post I had already got back on track saying NOPE, but DID needed to post it; I was hard on you, nothing untrue still harsh and that why I'm posting this. YOU didn't fail; you only fail when you don't get up. So get up and get in the train, we all support you but do you support yourself? In the end there was just one difference between us I used my sos to keep my quit and you came to the conclusion 'you had to be over' which gave you an excuse to back off. NEVER BACK off when you're in that need. I've learned you are NEVER over it, it's in our brain in our system, one puff like Joel says and we're back to square one. Maybe you figured long time quiters don't post an SOS and 9 months is a good long begin, but there's the hazard like Scotman said it gets regular you start to underestamet that puff. First you upset me, others replies about 10 months relapses upset me but it's all about avoiding the traps. You blew your quit, BUT are you less of a beautifull woman, no!!! And YOU, this woman needs oxygen and all the QT support no matter in 2 weeks or 9 months, in fact after calming down as proven many relapsed further in their quit so we can learn from them and YOU, ME and all quiters DESERVE to post a SOS; heck you are supposed too. I still stick with no excuse for a puff ever but as explained what I think happened I think you do not differ from me or any other quiter, I almost didn't post that SOS and if that had happened I would have kicked my pride worse then posting a sos. PLEASE forgive me for being harsh, I mean well, and I pray you read this post and start thinking; PLEASE come back not for me but for YOU you had agreat QUIT and you've learned something; 1; don't reason with junkie thinking 2; Always ask help don't fill in the blacks for others WHY do you think Doreensfree for example (hi hun) still is around. To support us and everyone who needs it but we have to let others support us. Oh, and stick with the NOPE rule hat excluses a lot of excuses and don't bargain with junkiethought, just NO DISCUSSION.... Hopefully I don't annoy you, if I haven't chased you away already.... :( My 5 cent

I did once, blamed the quit but it was all in my head. It can trigger a depression but in my case I used nicotine replacments. IT WILL GET BETTER. Pamper yourself do fun stuff, and crying is very okay if yo are emo and do not express you DO get depressed, that's commonly known (at least I know) So cry, scream, yell and shout- colour, draw, listen to music all to express the new emotions :D it will help you overcome

Time flies,a while ago I thought I already quit for 8 months, so this anniversery was nine lol.... STILL AMAZINGLY HAPPY TO BE FREE

Welcome here :D

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Thanks everybody yeah Joe this is the sticky one. I bought 'yoko tsuno' cartoon... We call them strip album I collected the whole series but threw it away last year

I prefer glasses lol

Sorry to hear this