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I need to let you all know I fell - relapsed I was involved in a car crash last night and I panicked. It was luck that no one was injured but it was close. My car is beyond repair. And I was in a total state of panic when I got home.. I didn't sleep, had so many flashbacks and went to my neighbor because I was scared to be alone. She smokes.. she lit one for me.. and I didn't think about it.. I will reset my ticker and move one, not willing to go back to my full on smoking habits.. but yeah I am not well.. I am in chaos.. not because of the cig but because of the crash.. my daughter was in the passenger seat and the other car hit that side right behind her.. missing her. We spun 360 twice before coming to a complete stop.. I can't get my head around it.

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Welcome on the quittrain! So happy you decided to help others and become a member here

Oh no Jo! Lots of huggles! I hope you get better soon... Stay zennnnnnn and take as long as you need!

-2 Goodmorning! I hope you sticks enjoyed that sporadic victory cause it will take along time before you will win again -grin-

Oh I wrote the reply before I read Jo's post in "what are you doing now" Yup now I am worried too @Sazerac.. Hope you are okay @notsmokinjo!!

Sooo late to the party! But yay you!!! 1 month is awesome! Congratz:)

Yay Johnny5!! Congratz!!!! Do happy for you!! Well done *high five*

Welcome aboard Gabbie! How awesome that you are sober and have decided to quit smoking! Treat the forum as you would do with aa meetings and the sober compagnions, post whenever you feel like it, no shame! We have your back!

Welcome back Steveo and imfree! Post as much as you need to keep your brain in the smoke free direction! Do not feel ashamed about the junky thoughts... hiding them will result in relapse. We all know what nicotine addiction does to a human being - you are not alone!

This is so sad to read.. stay safe all!

And oh yeah!

Hope it's something like the flu- which was the reason I was offline.. I thought it was over and it came back twice as bad.

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Feeling better, now to clean up the house and get back on normal day routine! And post more here - after the house is clean lol

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Wtf, forgat to nope yesterday! Nope!!

Welcome aboard Tigermatt and congratz on your two weeks!!

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