Vivianne

I still haven't found what I'm looking for

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-12 Have the books - so weird... according to new anti-smoking laws, the supermarkets have to hide the cigarettes behind curtains, but in the office supply/book store they are right behind the counter for everyone to see... how odd.

-11 Brb! Need to go to the store for another puzzle book... 😛

Oh yeah I am!! I have a plan, and if I can't remember cause of a yelling addiction voice I will turn to you lovelies!! I am counting all wins from the chicks vs sticks games atm (on page 495 now lol) - keeping myself busy

I know you don't want to steal focus but I am gonna sneak in a quick hug for you @Doreensfree

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-6 You have been missed Doreen!

Steady as she goes

Doors are slammed

Pouted under knitted eastern duvet Duvet

Chemistry lesson

False Tnp has been to europe

Trying to get out of bed.. had one of thw worst nights ever. Awake every 2 hours including cravings and irrational thoughts. Just happy they came from my addiction side of the brain and not from me.. I'll need to buckle up for this part, it's gonna be a hell of a ride!

Doesn't work on the mobile.. will try on the desktop... If that doesn't work...well.. I'll go with the old fashioned way.. lol

-4 *waves hi*

Congratulations!!!

I am way too cozy and lazy now to give into anything anyway lol The relaxation exercises work... (And that thread of a slap scared me straight! Haha)

A blog post about a craving at this time*? That must be one serious craving. And it is! I know that I have gotten a pack in the middle of the night on more than one occasion. Get out of bed, put clothes on, get in the car and drive for 30 minutes to the nearest 24h gas station so I could smoke one and sometimes 2 before falling asleep without the thoughts of being out of cigs in the morning. Time to take a step back and analyse this craving: What I need right now: sleep What triggered the craving: pattern based, being tired and hyper at the same time. How I deal with it: analyse the hell oit of it, blog about it, breathe and do some relaxation exercises. Note to self: get some "goodnight" tea tomorrow *1:09 am

Oh well... there is an easy way.. search for 20 and -20 in that topic.. I will look at it in the morning:) I have to keep myself occupied anyway haha

Did anyone keep score? (Just out of curiosity, I am not competitive at all... *ehum* -liar!-)

Bedtime! Night night you all! (or good morning or -afternoon ;))

-18 I like the Minions though - but they won't be of much help lol