jillar

It's a business so yea, were you thinking it was a garage operation?

Oh, do you think that's why?

Vastly different views

Should I eat something that's still moving?!

They look round but if I'm hallucinating how would I know?

Are these edibles suppose to make me hallucinate too or did I get burned?

Who has the key?

I don't usually have keys in my paintings but if I do what would you suggest?

If paint by numbers do then I think finger paints count don't you?

Don't you just use what appeals to you?

Daughter is smart

Bread and butter

What if the art is giraffes?

Heated debate tonight

And look at all that money saved and cigs avoided in just two days Layla, that's fantastic

Yes Layla! Throw them away, drown them in water and show your addiction that you're getting your life back! Also, crying is part of the recovery so you're not going crazy, it's normal. Some get irritated way easier and some emotional. I got irritated at everything lol.

Heard a rumor

As good as it gets

Layla having any cigarettes around is a recipe for disaster. I had to empty all my ashtrays out and put them away or I would smoke the butts in them when a gnarly crave hit You CAN do this, we're all proof. And every time you beat a crave it makes it easier the next time

Well we have confused as one of our reactions so yes?

Trust in yourself that you're not going to cave Layla because in the end its your choice whether you give in to that spoiled brat having a tantrum! I used my JAC (jillars air cigarette) for the really bad cravings. I just pretended I was holding an actual cigarette in my fingers and then went through the motions of "smoking"it. Some people use cut straws, pens, even licorice whips. But boy did it work for me at tricking my brain into thinking it was getting the real thing. Maybe give that a try at night?

Yep, all normal recovery symptoms midmale, champix or not most of us had that. It's only temporary so hang in there. Congratulations on six weeks quit, that's fantastic!

Please don't ever think you're bothering us because you lost your quit. We are all addicts so we know how hard it can be for some of us. Heck my whole first year sucked! What helped me was the huge support I got from a community full of people who had been where I was and knew what I was going through at any given time in my quit. I stayed glued to my (now defunct) forum and am convinced it was because of the support that I succeeded. So instead of staying away have you tried staying glued to here? We can help you past your craves and give you our clues on getting past them. You can do this jh and we'll be here for you

He threw such a tantrum last year I figured I better...