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Ok. Cheer up India.

I thought depression was a normal thing , because i have it everyday due to financial reasons and cultural reasons .Its almost like depression is a normal thing in this country . Every where you look you can see depressed people , lol But i know i am more privileged than most of my neighbors financially . Then i have positive times too , Maybe life is like that . I don't know one person that is happy all the time . Please think positive , The beginning stages of the quit are the hardest , It only becomes more easy and easy . You also become more healthier and healthier as time passes by . I have cravings too sometimes , that is because i am very bored sometimes . I am even waiting for a new job , currently i am unemployed even after a 90% complete Bsc computer science degree and a Bba degree which i am about to finish in a month through a distance education university . Please think about all the positive achievements Life is still mostly dull for me .

A few short months ago I was spazzing, fighting off those urges!!!! there were days when I was in a constant battle!!! But persistence always wins. I was determined to beat this. I CAN do this!! no matter what my mind was saying, I couldn't give up the fight!!! Just some reflecting of times past!

Yes..... I love to randomly shout out things...….So out of character which makes it funny...…….which makes me laugh...….which causes a distraction.....which diminishes a thought...… I LOVE THIS PLACE!!!

Distractions are good!