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0 a Zero afternoon, DD

0 big with the zero today, gotta go paint, later alligator

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I think everything leaves trails of bunny poo...but, how can this be used to advantage ? Will ask smarty pants Nephew.

0 Big Fat Zero, Joe

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Hey Now Missy, Take off those frilly things you are wearing and Slip Into Your Big Girl Panties, IMMEDIATELY ! WTF ? I am thinking lately, that we may always have days (moments? nano seconds ? ) that the Smoke Alarms go off. I am having them trying to paint w/out one right NOW. But, that is OK. Doesn't Mean ANYTHING. Poof. Begone !.Especially when you have Your Big Girl Panties ON. Am I right or, Am I Right ? I like that...."Poof, Begone! and get yer Big Girl Panties On" I know everything is new and strange for you, kitten, but, welcome to The Colonies. You will visit NOLA, won't you ? Smoke Free, of course. Love, S

Shall we start with a Big 'O'

20 !!!! CHICKS RULE :D

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Yep, what you said, right there :)

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One week ! Excellent news. You won't have to do that again ! Hang tight, you are doing great, Blondie. Love, S

What's up ? Go to the Quit Train Blog and start educating yourself. Just quit. It aint gonna kill ya. You won't regret it. Look at sammie's blog ! He is brand spanking new and rockin' it ! Everyone here has a great story. You get started on your story, quit NOW. Love, S

Hello Natalie, You have come to the right place. Please read all you can and learn about nicotine addiction. It is gruesome, YOU have the power to quit ! It isn't as hard as you think. I smoked for what, 45 years ?! and quit last October just to see if I could do it. Guess what ? I am free !!!. and the freedom is so beautiful ! You can do it too if you want. I am sleepy right now, but I look forward to more communication with you. Hoping you listen to these wise people here, they have taught me so much. love, S

It is way down on the bottom of the BLOG page to the left. I think it is something that hooks blogs together by URL but, I really know nothing. It is on all the blogs here. Thanks a bunch for looking D Doll baby. you are great. Love, S (edited to say 'BLOG' page)

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Please, Darling Creatures, please explain 'trackbacks' to me. At the bottom of my blog is geeky looking stuff called, Trackbacks. What does that mean ? Should I use them ? Why ? How? You're attention to this pesky detail is appreciated. :) Love, S

For a while, I really missed stepping outside for some deep breaths, albeit nicotine-y breaths. Stepping outside for a break, or a look/see, for what to do next, for a Think. Then, I said, 'go outside, you big goof'. Go outside and take some good clean breaths...AND have a think. It is taking me a while to separate a break from a 'smoking break'. but, the ceremony of a break remains. It is an important time, stepping away and now it is smoke free. Smoking was also handy when I needed to get away from a group of people, a party or ?. A small private time to gather my wits and often rewarded with a beautiful sky. Now, I won't smoke but, I will still excuse myself for those moments. This is in no way romanticizing the smoke. Smoking has nothing to do with it anymore. Now, about creative pursuits. Chrysalis said, " For anyone involved in a creative pursuit where you have to reach down inside yourself and express your emotions for the world to see..." I don't think I do much of the 'reach down inside' part. It is simpler for me. I just want to be a 'painterly' painter, proficient in the craft and I also want to look at pretty things. I don't dig deep emotionally to paint. At least I don't think so. Ideally, I get in a sort of Zen space with not much thought or feeling at all. Now, real life is a factor, of course, and if I am full of emotions they are bound to leak out but, it is never a conscious thing. I was avoiding painting because I was afraid I couldn't get in that zone without smokes. Fear is paralyzing as usual, no surprise there. Chrysalis said, "You probably will have to push your way through it, force yourself to work when you are not feeling "comfortable" or "normal". Eventually you will get used to your new normal and you will be able to work easily again" And Paul said "You are free, maybe you will see what your new better normal is on canvas" That, right there is the ticket. Yep yep yep. Forge ahead.... Oh ! Easy For Leonardo !!! Thank you so much for helping me through this. I love smart kind people. Thank you. S

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Hope today went well. Breathe deep. S

Trust yourself, you beautiful Smoke Free Woman. First we will make the Roux and then we make the most delicious Gumbo to feed our Free Souls. All in the QTrain Caboose. Power to You, Girleen ! Love, S

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Dear Ross and Tasha, A remarkable and fabulous story just like you two. Fabulous and remarkable. Wow, your beautiful beaming face, Tasha ! Knock down gorgeous inside and out. I imagine all the souls out there in the universe, all trying to get to the head of the line, all wanting to be FIRST and be Your Baba. Lucky little bugger ! Prayers and all goodness for you. love, S