I know there are cigs in this here house somewhere! I want to be accountable, I have tears and I don't even want to smoke! I wish this were over and I weredone, and I will be fine but shit, this is hard!

Hey!!

Keep typing here.

No cigarette hunting.

Type it out Marti.

literally crying, why?

What's wrong Marti?  I think I missed something. :(  You do not seem ok.

Have you written your own reply to an SOS?

What did you say to you?

i said dont smoke!

Oh no you don't Marti!

 

What is wrong sweetheart? What can we do to help?

 

Crying is god for you, just let it all come flooding out.

You aren't alone.

Crying is a shower for your insides.

It's ok.

Cry until you have snot running down your face.....it's ok.

Get it out.

It's just emotion. Let it out and it will pass.

Do you want to go to chat?

I am not smoking but i proper have just searched for them! oh my god man a skirt will be pissed. dont let me, jesus why is this so hard 

I won't let you. How far is Aylesbury? I'm literally going to drive up (down?) there and tie you up so you can't look for them anymore

Action, you rock!

Marti....you aren't gonna smoke. No way. We won't let ya.

We've got your back. Action is holding one hand, I got the other.

No free hands for smoking :)

Hey Marti.....remind me.....

How come you wanted to quit?

As many reasons as you can think of.....

jeez thank god, I dont know where they are. that son of a bitch, 21 ******* years and he dont know why he's with me. shiiit, where did this come from!

Marti...TRUST ME....DON'T SMOKE.  DON'T RUIN YOUR QUIT!

i dont smoke because i lead.

because of copd

my girls milly and bella

Never mind that bastard right now.

How come you quit smoking?

YOUR OWN WORDS:

 

Martine Louise are you shi*ting me, you lead, that is what you do - who will you lead with smoking, shall we give Milly or Bella the first cigarette. It will never be ok to be this addict, it is not who you are, you cannot heal people and help people as an addict. Now man the fu*k up and lead like you were born to do. And hugs, you are strong enough to do this no matter what you are facing this moment!  If you doubt yourself go listen to a COPD cough, or read on lung cancer that stole your beloved peter. No more shoulda, coulda, woulda...if I want it I do it...Nathan 2008. Now stop being such a donut! xx

the girls!!! please dont smoke

Breathe in, breathe out. Don't let your emotions overrule your rational brain.

Your girls are counting on you.

:)

 

When I had moments like this, I hopped in the tub.

There, I could cry plus I was naked and wet so it made it kinda hard to smoke

:)

OK Martine (you are Martine now until you start behaving yourself again), you will not smoke. I don't know which I wanna do more - give you a big ol kick up the backside or give you a massive hug... You hear me? You won't smoke. You will lead and you will lead as a nonsmoker!